My Only One

Garibaldi's; Play!

2008-04-25T00:11:00.003+08:00

Hot bdae dinner at Garibaldi's! Italian cuisine shiok ah!!
(somewhere along purvis street)

The best beef tenderloin i've ever tasted in my life yet!

Chocolate Lava cake with ice-cream! smoking hot and cold

PLAY!!!!

At PLAY, we're all happy and gay!

Where gals' are so manly and we are so feminine

And where i look so retarded!
(take notice of the 2 guys in the middle! "if i can do it, so can you!" XD)

Blearhs!!! So fast and 1 month of SIP is over alr! I can wait for it to be so totally over!

Everything

2008-04-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!!!!

Song currently on my playlist, Everything by Rafe

I'm looking for this song! If you do happen to have it, PLEASE SENT IT TO ME!!!

Some background info, Rafe is a singapore band which took part in some competition a few years ago organised by power 98 and they came out as the winners! This song, everything was the song which they composed and sang themselves and i love it!!!

So if you DO happen to have this song, or know anyone who has this song, PLEASE HELP ME GETT ITTT!!!

Rafe - Everything (Acoustic)

Know my name

2008-04-04T11:35:00.001+08:00

Hi all,

Introducing my new idol MATT LYSGAARD

Do check out his other videos, i think its awesome!!

Guardian Angel

2008-03-14T22:50:00.003+08:00

Serene! Your dance performance was great! ^-^Sorry i didn't stick around after to say hi =/
Please forgive me. =X

i've gotta be at Harry's by 12mn to see John's performance! Mann, i can't wait to have my own gig and play in a pub. How great that would be. Well, one thing is confirmed. John thinks i'm actually ready for it and is currently arranging one for me! Woots! Currently making my repicore( or sumthing, which is suppose to mean a list of songs which i can play) something lik a playlist! HAHA! So far in my playlist, Home - Daughtry, With or without you, sometimes you can't make it on your own - U2, dead or alive, livin' on a prayer, till we ain't strangers anymore - Bon Jovi, hero - Enrique Iglesias.

I need more songs! >.< Oh, i wont be playing just the rhythm for all songs, i'll be doing some lead too! yeah! ;)

Looks like i'm gonna be pubbing quite a bit from now on. "I've gotta learn from performers!"

I can do it! Yeah!

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears run down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm stronger I've figured out
How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away,
Please tell me you'll stay, stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be ok
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

ZoukOut

2007-12-10T11:01:00.000+08:00

I sing in the darkness,
Surrounded by night.
When morning's light begin to shine,
It can't reach me,
But i can go towards it,
Door is already opened.

I step into the light and my heart soars.
I breathe that sweet perfume, and feel complete.
Your very pressence next to me,
Fill alls my senses with joy.

I wish for naught,
For i need nothing else to satisfy me,
So long as i have you..

You Step into the light and my heart soars.
You breathe that sweet perfume, and feel complete.
I'll be with you now and forever
As we forge ahead into the future..
I love you..

ZoukOut was fun! Well, for the first part it was..
Some things occured, which hadn't made me happy.
When i'm serious, i'm HELL serious dammit.
Zzz.
Oh wells, wad happened that night, stays in that night.
Everyday's a whole new begining.
Don't look back, just keep thriving forward.

I thought DJ Andrew Chow(or sumthin, i forgot his name =() was awesome.
Too bad i wasn't in the mood anymore when it was his turn.
Damn wasted.

I think i would go for Zoukout 2008 if its still going on. However, i definately would not stay until 8am anymore.
They say ZoukOut may not carry on again next year, cuz of the F1. Damn!

Well, i guess ZoukOut is one hell of a party that we should go at least once in our lifetime!
BOOYA!

ARGHHH~!!!

2007-11-30T18:47:00.000+08:00

I wanna find a place.
A place with lots of nature
A place where i can run as much as i want
And scream as loudly as i can
With no one to bother
A place with lots of green
Yet, lots of water as well
With the strong breeze in my face,
As i fall into nothingness.

Archmed; The Dead Terrorist

2007-11-12T23:55:00.000+08:00

A freaking hiliarious video.

Photobucket's down recently. So just wait =)

o.o??

2007-11-05T20:08:00.001+08:00

I love this unique story =X

HongKong, masturbate, crappy me

2007-11-03T23:37:00.000+08:00

Hong Kong; The Rest (sorry, too lazy to type in detail alr, lols)

Yeah, so day 2 in HK was spent at DISNEYLAND! YAY! ^_^
DisneyLand was so totally awesome, especially when they're celebrating halloween at the same time and thus, the whole land was suited to a halloween theme! FANTASTIC!
My favourite part of the trip to disneyland was definately the closing parade and the fireworks.

Donald wannbe

Minnie wannabes

During the closing parade, all the villians from various disney shows came out. And they did awesome dances etc. I really salute people who can come up with such great cheoreography skills!

And the fireworks so totally rocks my socks. It's so much better then any, i repeat ANY! of the shows during fireworks festival in Singapore. It's a must see! Playing disney songs from the more famous movies such as Aladin, Little mermaid, Beauty and the beast, then using projectors to project images from the show on the disney castle walls, and then shooting fireworks into the air synchronising with the songs being played.

One word. SPECTECTCULAR!!!

And day 2 was spent at Ocean Park! HK's first ever major theme park. It was fun and all but to me, i definately liked disneyland better.

Blah, i'm just too lazy to blog about ocean park and the rest of the trip. but well, i guess the best part of the trip was DisneyLand. And i wanna go visit each and every disneyland in the world! THAT SHALL BE MY DREAM! XD

I so love this pic. I wouldn't mind paying a thousand bucks for this. But its not for sale ='(
Only disneyland will have this.

On wednesday, i was at TM eating lunch at mac with matt, mike, james and xavier. We finished our meal and was about to head back to sch for our 3 o'clock class. Matt went to the toilet first. Shortly, he called mike to go into toilet find him. They both came out. "There's some sec school kid in uniform masturbating the in the toilet."

"WTF?!!!!"

Me and James rushed in to the toilet. "WTF??!!!!" LOL!!!!
Walao, sec sch kid masturbating at the urinal! WTF?!!! Damn disgusting. How disgraceful can he be?!!!! Firstly, masturbating in public is already damn sick. Then to do it in his school uniform. Even more -________________-. And everybody in the toilet was looking at him. I don't understand him. Sicko. BLEARH! XP

I think i'm full of shit. I can get damn high on oxygen/ food/ non-alcoholic drinks/ almost anything. HAHA!

I was just chilling at Mac's with Mike and James. I got high on their smoke and..

I'm a lazy fart who cant even be bothered to lean forward to drink properly. =)

"I'm full of crap"

Hong Kong Ah~!!

2007-10-22T21:08:00.000+08:00

Food Glorious Food!!
Fun Exciting Fun!!
Bargain Ah Mah Bargain!!
Stroll Old Man Stroll!!
See Bird Seeing!!
Shop lik there's no tmr!!

Blearh~! HongKong!!! I miss you!!! I wanna go back to u!!!! Back in ur arms, where i belong.. =X
Okay okays, HongKong was a hell lot of fun! And i definately wanna go back in soon. With frens of cuz! It seemed so much more fun with frens then with my parents lah!

Pre-Day
So Mike and kenny came to pick me up from my house at around 2am. Meeting time for the group was at 430, why we went to airport so early? Well.. I'll just say it was "peer pressure". Went to pick Ruhan up from marine parade and off to the airport! The journey to the airport was shiok ah! 4 Guys sitting in a mini van, with illegal seats, with the windows down, and the wind in our hair. Woo~!!
Nothing but time wasting at airport BK.

And kenny and mike is over there!

And kenny and mike is over there again!

We were all havin talk about the trip while Kenny(mike's bro) was grumbling over how he was ever gonna get by the hols which were so boring for him. Damn hilarious.

So on board the plane we went..
I practically slept throughout the whole flight cuz i absolutely detest the aeroplane cologne!
Ruhan was eatin his breakfast halfway when suddenly the plane hit some turbulance and he stopped immediately. He looked as if he wanted to puke! HAHAHAHA!!

I saw this at HK airport.

U won't have a headache tryin'a figure out which uniform belongs to which airline again =)

So upon arrival, we went straigt for lunch! DIMMMMMMMMMMMMM SUMMMMMMMMMMMMMM YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!! And boy was it Yummy! The bus stopped out some shop which were selling sex toys. We were all lik "WTF?!!!"

And after lunch was shopping hour!! BUTTTTttttttttttttttt.. it was some shopping centre and the stores inside were lik lacoste, CK, and the prices were all lik.. -__________- So it was just some slacking hour and sight seeing.

The harbour beside the shopping centre

The man on the bicycle was posing for us. LOL!!

Next was a visit to the HK tourism board which was some REALLLLLLY small outlet. The talk was lik 15 mins only?!!! And then the rest of the day was heading back to the hotel. We were all tired when we reached the hotel, but we still went out to the shoppin centre just beside the hotel. How nice! ^^, Feeling hungry again, I bought KFC and had supper in the room.
Boy, HongKong KFC is SOOOOO much better then SG one lah!
Less oily, more flavour and the variety of the food at the HK KFC totally rocks over singapore one.

Oh wells, that's the end of DAY 1. Stay tuned for day 2 of HK =)

Somehow, Hong Kong kinda resembles venice, to me that is. We can see so much of the water, even in the city area.

What Am I??

2007-10-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

You Are An INFJ

The Protector

You live your life with integrity, originality, vision, and creativity.
Independent and stubborn, you rarely stray from your vision - no matter what it is.
You are an excellent listener, with almost infinite patience.
You have complex, deep feelings, and you take great care to express them.

In love, you truly see relationships as an opportunity to connect and grow.
You enjoy relationships as long as they are improving and changing. You can't stand stagnation.

At work, you stay motivated and happy... as long as you are working toward a dream you support.
You would make a great photographer, alternative medicine guru, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Hardworking, ethical, and helpful

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Manipulative, weak, and unstable

What's Your Personality Type?

HEY! See that everyone!
I'm "The Protector~!!" XD
So hor! If anyone needs protection, you know who to call!!
HEHEHEHE!! ^-^

o,o??

2007-10-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

Ok, sudden moodswing? Haha!

But i dunno why i'm feelin' this way now.
I just wanna listen to this song over and over again.

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Missing You Now - Michael Bolten & Kenny G

I talk to you but its not the same as touchin' you
And every time you whisper my name, I wanna run to you
We'll be together, it won't be long, it won't be long
But it feels like forever, and its hard to be strong

CHORUS:
Baby 'cause I'm missing you now
And its drivin' me crazy
How I'm needin' you baby
I'm missing you now
Can't wait till I'm alone with you
To show you how I'm missing you now

Wishin' you were here by my side is all that I can do
Got my arms around my pillow at night, they should be
holdin' you
Thought I was stronger, how could I know, how could
I know
I can't take this much longer, its so hard on my soul

CHORUS:

Baby I just can't wait, till I see your face
Chase away this loneliness inside
When you're close to my heart, right here in my arms
Then and only then, will I be satisfied
I'm missing you now
We'll be together, it won't be long, it won't be long
But it feels like forever, and its hard to be strong

CHORUS
¡¡

And thinkin' about it again, i guess i'm feelin' this way is cuz of something i just read.

Thx~!

2007-10-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

Hey there. Its been a while since my last entry.

Oh wells, first up was Lrm chalet. Nice food, nice fun, nice entertainment.

On sat, i went to celebrate my bdae at my cousin's new apartment, located at Edelwise(forgot how to spell =P) Park Condo. Top most apartment = we've got the rooft top! Damn nice! ^-^
Was pot luck and there was lik all sorts of delicacies there. A dinner under the stars. ^-^

Spent the day with Gab and Lyn today.
First up was dinner at NewYorkNewYork where the food was quite nice and the waitress was DAMN CUTE! LOL!! Cute not as in looks. But in character. She'll act lik we're frens likdat and be super friendly with us! Somemore, i've never seen a waitress who lik rests her arms on the table whilst takin our order. LOL!! If it was someone who was ZZZ did that, i would complain. But she was damn cute lah! LOL!! Excellent service, in a way i guess. Making guest feel at home! ^-^ HAHA!!

After that went to Kbox at Suntec. Lynette my idol lah!! Can sing, can dance, can talk, can entertain. Woo~@! haha! Bless the guy who gets with her. ^-^
Loads of fun in the room. It'll be our little secret. ;)

Hopefully ice-skating session up next the comin week. Looking forward to it!

Ok, to end off, i just want to leave a quote to a special person. Hopefull you'll know who you are when you see this.

"There will always be someone who'll be there for you at the end of the road. Just open your eyes, and take a closer look. And even if you still can't find that person,I just want you to know that I'll be here, one who won't mind even if you call me anytime, anyplace, for any reason. Cuz that's what frens are for. =) "

And a last message to Lyn. STOP STEPPING ON MY FEET OR I'LL GIVE YOU A PREZZIE WITH MANY MANY BALLOONS~! HAHA~!!! XP

Let's see how much you know me =)

2007-09-17T11:24:00.001+08:00

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Work

2007-09-15T15:07:00.000+08:00

Yup, that's my uniform. LOL!!

Many birthdays this Sept! ^^,

First up was Lena's bdae dinner at Wener's oven

Platter for 3. LOL!! But enuff to serve 4

Werner's is a German restaurant. And the food there is *smack lips*
D-E-L-I-C-I-O-U-S

Next was Fadil's birthday. He's a new colleague of mine who's also working at the event at the airport. He's an intern! And boy, he can attitude our boss whole day. LOL!!

Actually, lots of us at Terminal 1 have attitude against our manager already. Sometimes he will call us the the middle of the shift to count stock take. But we would just let the hp carrying on ringing. Once, he shouted over the hp at me for miscount. I immediately hung up on him. LOL!!!
He called back again and spoke nicely then. HAHA! Lyn says i have got attitude sial. LOL!! >.<

Airport at 3am.

Please push the button GENTLY and wait for a ball to come out =)

I really understand u know. We keep telling the ppl to push the button GENTLY, but they keep whacking or banging on the button. The button spoilt so many times alr. Then gotta keep calling the man to come down repair. lol.

"little hamster running around in the box! so cute!" -.-"

ARGHHED! The stupid ****** forced me to go inside to clean the machine. I am a PROMOTER dammit! Not a cleaner! >.< =P I'll be celebrating my bdae together with my cousin and her husband on 22sept (MY ACTUAL BDAE!) My cousin's bdae is on the 29th and her husband's on the16th. So nice right! We're celebratin our bdaes at her new house. Its opposite the tanah merah prison there! Forgot the name of the condo le. I think it's called edelwise. Its damn nice lah! She got the top most unit which includes the rooft top! It costs over 1 million!! *jaw drops* And they have a jacuzzi at the roof top. How romantic? HAHA! XD And the whole condo landscape is very nice. It has 2 swimming pools, then dunno wad alot alot of stuffs. I've only been there once so far, to pass her sumthin. But no one else in the family in the family has been there yet! hee XD Diploma chalet on 20th and 21st. Should be fun. LOL!! The lecturers are so nice lah. They pay for the chalet de. We dun have to pay anything! ^-^ John asked me to create my own 1 minute guitar solo. He said its to form my own "identity". Its so hard lah can. Find matching melody, and also must decide to make it cheery or sad or wadeva. Must show him by tmr morning, and i still havent come up with anything yet!

Now i watching Nicholas Tse movies. lol. I find his movies funny,thrilling, NICE~!

Alrght, that's all for now. HAHA! TATA!

"I want you to love me, but i don't think you will"
I wonder around as i repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer i have, even if i'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one i love.

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, i just need to know!
No matter how badly i desire to be with you.
There are many unchangeble things in this world,
And my love for you
Can't be stopped by anyone.

As 1000 nights, i long to tell you..
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but i don't think you will"
I wander around as i repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer i have, even if i'm scared of gettin hurt.
I'll say "i love you" to the one i love.

Putting this feelings into words is so scary, but
I'll say "i love you" to the one i love.

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words.
That's why we can only smile
Why we sing "Do Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colours
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peekin through the leaves
As to protect someone who's just been born

As i looked at the road i've travelled and the path ahead,
My eyes were filled with cowardice
I wanted to look into your eyes,
But was afraid i wouldn't be honest
I didn't want to know that you didn't love me
And live the rest of my days all alone

That day, i keep on loving you without getting hurt

As 1000 nights pass, i long to tell you..
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but i don't think you will"
I wander around as i repeat this to myself.
It's the only answer i have, even if i'm scared of gettin hurt.
I'll say "i love you" to the one i love.
Even if my feelings aren't returned, i can say "i love you" to the one i love..
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

I really admire composer/song writers =)

Airport!!

2007-09-03T00:05:00.001+08:00

Hey all!!

I'm officially starting work this Tuesday!
Where? Changi airport, can be either T1 or T2! Transit area!
Do what? Event promoter!
What Event? Beijing Olympics!
How Much? -Secret- But it'll be enuff to get me hmm.. Spend more then i can carry when i go HK! HAHAH ~!

Well guys, if u're going on a holiday! DO gimme a ring! VISIT ME!!! >.<
I'll be waiting! =D

I'm now currently addicted to Enrique songs. LOL!! Very old le. But hot!! And DO CHECK OUT HIS MTVs! All damn HOT! 0.0
-Hero
-Escape
-Do you know
-Somebody's me
-Stay here tonight
-Be with you
-Bailamos
WOO~! Enrique rocks! I love his voice! >.<

And I'm now play audition too! Its a fun dance game! Furthermore, the songs played are damn nice. Fast, slow. All are nice. It really makes me move my butt around the chair!
Http://auditionsea.com
Go check it out if u're interested!

FINALLY! Its the month of september!! Woo~! My fav month~! HAHA!!
Hmm.. I wonder y i'm so happy about this year.. The other years have all been small quiet ones. Maybe its cuz i'm turning 18 this year. Sumthin significant? haha! Of all years, last year was maybe one of the more memorable one for me. haha. Maybe the most. Veron brought me to clarke quay for dinner where we had vietnam food. Yummy Yummy. Oh, and i wont forget CTE and LS who came along. Just the 4 of us. Peaceful =)

Who knows? Maybe this year may even smaller. Since i've got work and cant take leave -.-"
Oh wells, i've never expected much anyway. At least not as much as other ppl. Its always just been a small thing for me. Ever since I was little . Blearh, shall not talk about it anymore. =(

OMG! I just recieved an email from work, this week, my shifts are all from 11pm to 7am! WOO~! This should be fun. LOL!! Well, should be quite slack lah, since no planes come or go from 2 or 3 am onwards.

Oh wells. Shall end for today.

Even if we'll never see each other again,
Even if you forget me,
I just want to tell you a secret..

Seh AH~!!!!

2007-08-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

Last night was a hell of a fun night at Jamie's birthday Chalet!

It was her 18th bdae and i was invited to her chalet at Aranda. I got her some turtle bolster from and we ended up using it as a whacking stick! =D

She got this professional photographer for the party

http://www.bobman.com/gallery/

He was a friendly uncle, who help out with all the seh people.

I DOWNED 1 BOTTLE OF ABSOLUT! AND I STILL WASNT DRUNK! HAHAHA!!

unlik jeffery, who was so sober and drunk.

He was jumping alone on the dance floor at 2am, thinking he's the lead singer/guitarist of the artic monkeys -.-"

And this was when me and sally banged him around the room until he fell asleep. LOL!!

A short clip of what jeffery was doing when he was bloody drunk!
DAMN GAY!!
(If you look closely, u can see the shadows of 2 gays banging each other)

I wanted to go back around 12 to study for my exams. But oh wth, things were so fun i decided to stay for the night. Poor bdae gal who kept vomitting.

Sober sally.

One hell of a funny guy.

I'll try to get the pics from BOB ASAP!

You can run,
You can hide,
But you cant escape my love..

Farewell;TAS

2007-08-26T00:03:00.000+08:00

Friday marked the day for our departure from TAS. It was a sad memorable day. With a last "revision lecture" by our IG. It was damn thoughtful of them, to prepare a video for the course and a bottle of the sentosa sand. lol

Listening to songs in our last lecture. NAUGHTY RIGHT!!HAHAHA
Hey, it was our last day there. I had to wear nice nice! XD

I'm in their pic!!! HAHA!

YESAH!!!!! I SPOILED THE PIC! WOO~!~!
And i wonder WTH ruhan is doing... -_-"

Ex classmates. My best frens in my course ever.

I'll miss the serene life at TAS.

Let's all have a moment of silence,
To respect our last sight for the sign..

THE ITS TIME TO "BANG" AH~!! WOO~!

We initially wanted to lunch at Baker's Inn. However, it was damn packed. Then, headed over to Modestos. But the Set lunch menu SUCKED BIG TIME! SO lunch at Secret Recipe in the end. =)

The 3 big bosses at Modesto's

Chilled at TCC before meeting some other frens to watch Fireworks!

I really love these 2 pics. Our bodies' are so focused and u can see the moving traffic behind us.

Fireworks display for that day was by Spain! I thought it was quite nice. But i think the fireworks display by France is still the best of all!

I've got a job for the holidays already! It's at Changi Airport, transit area of both T1 and T2. I;m suppose to be an event promoter for the Beijing olympics.
Basically, there'll be games help 24 hrs in the airport from 1st Sept to 11th Nov. There're 3 shifts of 8 hours each day. 45 bucks for 1 shift. Not that bad lah, considering I'll be able to get nice clothes and other perks.

Hmm.. "I like BIG BUTTS that i cannot lie!"
LOL!!!
That's the reason why i love shuffles. ^-^

And fomr some wierd reason, most of the time, music players, be it iTunes, Ipod will always shuffle to whatever songs according to our mood. Love it! haha XD

Soccer; Ninja

2007-08-16T21:20:00.001+08:00

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I find this advertisment TOTALLY cool!!!

6 wierd things about me.

2007-08-12T14:03:00.000+08:00

When was the last time I got tagged? I don't remember. Oh well.. since i'm free anyways..

[Fact 1]: I'm real emo and yet so happy all the time. Contracdicting huh. I guess that's y its wierd. HAHA!!!

[Fact 2]: I'm so old already an LOOK!!!!

I've got a shelf FULL of toys in my bedroom right beside my bed!! haha XD

[Fact 3]: I like to imagine and pretend I'm a huge superstar when I'm alone or I think no one is watching. Sometimes, i'll sing into my mic and make some strange expressions to make it seem that i'm stretching my vocal ranges. Other times, i take out my guitar or sit at my piano, and take videos of me playing and singing along. And i'll look into the camera and say stuffs lik

" da jia hao, so shi 周杰倫; Xie Xie" and stuff likdat"

[Fact 4]: Sometimes, I can smile or laugh for no apparently reason. Lik I just suddenly got laughing fits.

[Fact 5]: I love to daydream. But i always forget what I dreamt about. -.-"

[Fact 6]: I dunno why the hell I'm doing this now. I just remembered I once said to myself that I wont do such tagging nonsense again. -.-"

DONE! =)

6 wierd things about me..

2007-08-12T14:02:00.000+08:00

If only i could turn back time..

2007-08-08T00:03:00.000+08:00

Give me time to reason,
give me time to think it through
Passing through the season,
where I cheated you

I will always have a cross to wear,
but the bolt reminds me I was there

So give me strength,
to face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time,
If only I had said what I still hide
If only I could turn back time,
I would stay for the night... for the night

Claim your right to science,
Claim your right to see the truth
Though my pangs of conscience,
Will drill a hole in you

I've seen it coming like a thief in the night,
I've seen it coming from the flesh of your light

So give me strength,
to face this test tonight

If only I could turn back time,
if only I had said what I still hide
if only I could turn back time,
I would stay.

The bolt reminds me I was there
the bolt reminds me I was there

"But the bolt reminds me I was there.."

Haiz.. One of the songs that makes me tear whenever i listen to it.. why? ='(

Oh no, stop jon, stop your deep thinking, ur sensitivity, ur.. =/

Go listen to your other songs. 安靜, 退后, Emotionaless, when you're gone.. oh no.. =(
What should i do? I thought i was over it, but i now know the answer..

Oh.. let songs express my emotions.

On another note, cousin's wedding was great. Relatives living in japan, canada, australia, America all came back. So nice to see them and talk to them. The japs especially, so friendly and humorous. I really wanna go to Japan. Hopefully if possble, stay a month or 2 there..

Oh stop. Don't go that way again. -.-

Hopefully pics will be up in next post. =)

Hmm..

2007-08-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. Why do i feel this way.. Hmm...

Beach today. Wasn't really a beach session though.. but had fun anyways.

First was singing in the car.

WOO~! I drive an autobot! Bumblebee in disguise ^-^

I love the lens of this shades. it kinda reminds me of cyclop's shades. Except his is an okey, juliet model.

On the way to beach station from TAS. 4 ppl, a tight squeeze at the back

DO i look FAT from the back? =(

This is wad you call a SHEmale. Boobs, privates, and menses..

I dont look FAT from the front right? XD

Then took a skyride up to Imbia for lunch at subway

Mel; take 1

Mel; take 2

Mel; take 3

Jon; take 1 = PERFECT! haha XD

Finally took the luge down

"Once Is Never Enough!" haha

Hmm.. don't really feel like bloggin much now. No URGE! I must have the URGE before i can block. =/
That's y this is just a picture entry. Not much words..

My time at TAS is ending soon.. I'm sure gonna miss this lovely place..

Cam-whoring; Mega yacht

2007-07-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

Woo~!

Went to one-degree 15, a yacht club today. It's located at Sentosa Cove. Rich men area seh!
Just imagine owning a mega yacht, costing on average, 30million to 35 million dollars! Balls drop lah! LOL!!

First, a tour of the club.

The main focus for these 3 pics are the clouds ok. I thought they were really nice! ^-^

Imagine dining in the swimming pool! =D

The thought is really nice. But i don't really find it practical. Cuz it's much harder to eat in the water then on land.

Nice! An infinity pool!

On the way to the yacht

This is only part of the club. there's still another half!

The class were talking about how wonderful it would be to have sex on this huge soft cushion i'm lying on. LOL!!!

Now, if only... nah. it'll never happen...

I'm sick and feeling very tired right now.. So I'll just let the pictures do the talking.
As they say, a picture says a thousand words. =)

Boy union!!! LOL!!

Imagine having this jet ski inside the yacht~!!! *envies*

On Tuesday, we were feeling kinda emo and decided to take some pictures.

We are Temasek Poly's Oasis. This will be our first breakthru album cover pic

And this will be our second album cover pic

You once sat beside me..

Project deadline this Fri. I'm sick now and we've still got to finish it up!
I'm off to bed.

nites!

LRM; SHAKE YOUR BUTTS~!!

2007-07-15T19:45:00.000+08:00

LRM sports day on sat!
Numbers weren't that great, but overall fun was awesome! =D

First up for the day, LRM mass dance!

Shake butt, shake butt, CHA CHA!!! XD

joining the crowd! I'm posing whilst dancing! =D

LRM dance demonstrators!

I like our diploma shirts!

I think I'd had 3 packets of nasi lemak that day. Was so hungry!!!

The sports events for the day were soccer and captain's ball.
Guess what?!! MY CAPTAIN BALL TEAM WON CHAMPIONS! =D

GO YEAR 2 TEAM 1! ;)

Mike was so power for the event! As the medic, he did an awesome job of treating injuries. All he need was a bottle of deep-heat spray for cramps and a bottle of some liquid nitrogen solution thingy for treating sprains and such.

Mike to the rescue!!!...

That's him with the cap! Team Temasek life-saving team! National champions leh!! Don't play play.

Pink Ice-cream, Pink moving rubber XD

I found this new webbie http://www.esnips.com
It's like imeem, but now that imeem has so many issues, i think i'm gonna use esnips soon. The webbie has some problems with my com now. And i'm also getting used to esnips. So until then, i'm still using imeem.

I was so bored in lecture hall.. They wanted to make this pic into a poster and paste it up in the LT. LOL!!!

I had a hair cut after the sports day. It's so much shorter now then in the pic above. And my fringe is sooooooo short already. Less then half the length in the picture. So not used to it.

I miss having long hair.. The only time I'll be able to keep it long will be in final semester of poly year. =(

Next sem = Service methology, working at the sch restaurant, no long hair allowed!
Sem 3.1 = SIP, Chances are NO long hair unless in an events company.

So only left Sem 3.2. One sem only then must go army le. = No long hair anymore =(

Oh wells, at least there's wax. I'll do something about my hair. Maybe a new hairstyle!!! Hmm..

It's saddening.. you got the wrong impression. And I felt hurt when I read it. Maybe its fate, I'm here at TAS? But I'm happy in a way, to be here. A place of sanctuary, maybe i'm put here for a reason. Fate had already dealt her cards, and i'll play by it. Maybe i'm there to have some time on my own, to do some reflections? Or issit to let me run away temporarily? Very unlikely the latter.

Anywho... I'm just happy to hear you're smiling.
That's all that matters..

Gatsby

2007-07-04T10:29:00.000+08:00

My group's video for our Business Ettiquette and Service Excellence presentation.
LoL

I just bought the pink moving rubber! IT FEELS SO GOOD!!!! LOL
3 cheers for gatsby moving rubber ^-^
I went back to TP last night. I was... hmm. nvm. LOL

Exactly 1 month more to my cousin's big day. Her new apartment rocks. Its at the TOP floor of some condo near changi chapel. There's a garden at the rooftop too! And it only belongs to the apartment which she bought! Love that apartment! ^^,

Life isn't good now.
I'll be back again

Long Time No See =)

2007-06-25T23:56:00.000+08:00

First off..

Wtf?!!! GAYNESS!!! LOL

Laura, Casper and I were tonning at Manu's House to chiong thru our project. We were hungry and walked out this fantastic prata restaurant. BEST PRATA I EVER HAD. SERIOUS! =)

Anyways, Just came back from my cousin's wedding dinner =) We ate at this place called "The EXECUTIVES; peach house restaurant" or sumthin at OCBC building. I always go to that building during X'mas season to deliver wine hampers. But i didnt know there was a restaurant there. LOL! The restaurant was on the 33rd storey.

If only i had a better camera.. LOL! But the view was FANTASTIC from up there.

Half way during the dinner. There started to have lightning. It was so nice! Never thought seeing lightning at night from such a high point would be so scenic. I LOVE IT!

Anyways, this is only the chinese wedding dinner. The actual wedding would be at the BEAUFORD at sentosa somewhere in August. Btw, if you have the money, PLS GO TO BEAUFORD SPA AT SENTOSA. RANKED ONE OF THE TOP 10 SPAs IN THE WORLD!!! =)

So much more to talk about. BUT I'M TOO LAZY. HAHA.

OMFG!!!

2007-06-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

OMFG!!!!
I SALUTE HER! MY IDOL!!!

H-B

2007-06-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

It just came down onto me..
The truth..
Like an elephant onto an ant..
And now all the fluids are spilling out..
Get wad I'm getting here?
Zzz..
I feel.. happy/sad/confused/EVERTHING
And now the iTunes are shuffling to all those EMO songs!!
WTF
I guess this leads to one thing..

~~CLOSURE OF BLOG~~

Looking at the cracks on the ground,
It feels like my heart will never mend
I don't ever wana close my eyes,
Cause it is then I see it spilling,
Never stopping,
The coldness now,
Is like below feezing point,
That's y I guess it feels so hard,
And at anypoint, going to shatter like windows
Or maybe it is already shattering,
Or has it already shattered?
Fuck it.
H-B

Bored; part 2..

2007-06-08T11:52:00.000+08:00

1) single, taken or crushin?
Crushin
2)are u happy with ur life now?
So-So?? I not bad?/ Can be much much better =)
3)when u meet the right person, do u fall in love fast?
Maybe?? What is "fast"? I guess will be a crush first lah.. =)
4) have u ever been heart broken?
Sadly.. yes ='(
5) Do you believe tt there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable?
Hmm.. I guess that'll mean that there was never love in the first place..
6)wld u ever take someone back if he/she cheats on u?
Maybe? I guess it'll see how much i like her?
7)ever tok abt marriage to someone else?
Talked "WITH"!!! not "to"..
8) Do u want childen?
Yes yes =D
9) How many?
As many as I can handle? >.<
10) Would u ever consider adoption?
Maybe.. Dunno.
11) If someone likes you now, what do you tink is the best way for him/ her to let you know his/ her feelings?
OMFG!!!! Erm.. have a nice walk at night, along a park or somewhere where its peaceful and scenic, sit down somewhere, where the view is nice( but then if the person u're with is the one u like, then i anywhere with her would be scenic enuff for me ;)), and juz chat. When the time is right(u can feel it), just say it. =)
12) Do you enjoy going into relationships?
Dunno?!!! Nv been in one.. (Zzz)
13) Do you believe in love at first sight?
Nope. You'll just be attracted to the person's physical features. You'll need time to truely understand that person before love is natured
14)Do you believe you can change someone?
Yes, definately =)
15) If you could married elsewhere, where would it be?
Hmm.. at a nice hill top? On board a cruise? Paris? Venice? =)
16) Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
I'd rather give in and let that person "win" then fight. But then again, muz see the reason. If its for myself, then i'd rather walk away. Fighting for urself is juz a mask for ur cowardness.
17) Do you have feeling for someone right now?
Why U wanna know so much -.-" Ya lah Ya lah
18)Do you ever wished that you could have someone but you messed it up?Maybe.. *Looks around*
19) Have u ever broken a heart?
Not that I'm aware of..
20)If one day your best friend falls in love with the gal/ guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
Hmm.. I would lik to say i'd give them my blessings. But i guess that wouldnt be the case. I dunno. Ever heard the song "The Long Goodbye" ?
21)Are you missing anyone right now?
Definately.. All the time

Bored.

2007-06-08T11:48:00.000+08:00

A - Damn good kisser.
B - Good all around person.
C - You're wild & crazy.
D - You have one of the best personalities ever.
E -You have a nice ass
F - People totally adore you.
G - You never let people tell you what to do.
H - You have a very good personality and looks.
I - You get hyper easily.
J - Everyone loves you.
K - You like to try new things.
L - You live to have fun.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You are absolutely beautiful.
O - You're an awesome person.
P - You are popular with all types of people.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - Sexy!
S - Easy to fall in love with.
T - You're loyal to those you love.
U - You really like to chill.
V - You are not judgemental.
W - You are very broad minded.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - One of the best bfs/gfs anyone could ask for.
Z - You're a little too hard to find

J - Everyone loves you. =D
O - You're an awesome person. =D
N - You are absolutely beautiful. O.o
A - Damn good kisser. XD
T - You're loyal to those you love. =)
H - You have a very good personality and looks.o.O
A - Damn good kisser. XD
N - You are absolutely beautiful. =D

Umbrella

2007-06-06T00:08:00.000+08:00

Jay-Z:
Ahuh Ahuh (Yea Rihanna)
Ahuh Ahuh (Good girl gone bad)
Ahuh Ahuh (Take three... Action)
Ahuh Ahuh
No clouds in my storms
Let it rain, I hydroplane into fame (Rihanna: Eh eh)
Come'n down with the Dow Jones
When the clouds come we gone
We Rocafella (Rihanna: Eh eh)
She fly higher than weather
And she rocks it better
You know me
An anticipation for precipitation, stacks chips for the rainy day(Rihanna: Eh eh)
Jay, rain man is back with lil Ms. Sunshine
Rihanna where you at?

[VERSE 1]
You had my heart, and we'll never be world apart
Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark, You can see shiny Cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

[CHORUS]
When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

[VERSE 2]
These fancy things, will never come in between
You're part of my entity, Here for Infinity
When the war has took it's part
When the world has dealt it's cards
If the hand is hard, Together we'll mend your heart
Because ..

[CHORUS]
When the sun shines
We'll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

[BRIDGE]
You can run into my Arms
It's okay don't be alarmed
(Come into Me)
(There's no distance in between our love)
So Gonna let the rain pour
I'll be all you need and more
Because ..

[CHORUS]
When the sun shines
We'll shine Together
Told you I'll be here forever
That I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

It's raining (raining)
Ooo baby it's raining
baby come into me
Come into me
It's raining (raining)
Ooo baby it's raining
You can always come into me
Come into me......

It never occured to me
The first time I saw your face,
I would fall so deep in love,
Such that your love can't be replaced

I Wish..

2007-06-02T20:41:00.001+08:00

I Wish..
To be back at TP.. I can't wait for my semester at TAS to end.. TAS is good. It's fun. It's not as crowded as TP and thus.. it has sort of like become a sanctuary for some of us.. partly for me.. But i wanna be back at TP..

I'm sorta like clueless about the things that are happening now? About the things with my frens at TP, what they're doing.. how they are.. But I can't blame them.. Only myself.. I never really tried my best to manage my time wisely.. I guess only the first few weeks, where i came back to TP at least once a week. But now.. not even once a week at all. It has been a few weeks since I talked to them..

3 words. I Miss Them.

I don't really know what's going on.. But from what i've observed.. Did something happen?
But why don't I just go ask.. I don't know.
"It's so hard to express this feeling,
Cuz nobody compares to you"
I know that what I've said before.. maybe it's forgotten. But then again.. we're not even that close more.. How can I expect..
As i see it.. One word to describe our relationship. "To Zarnarkand" I hope you get what I mean.
Each song tells a story to me. I find this Piano Piece, appropriate.

Whatever the case. I hope that you will remember all the messages that I sent to you. All the words that I said to you. "I'll be here for you, anytime" I stand true to my word.

That one sms you sent me after the exam period last sem. Is the closest that I keep in my heart.

On another note.. My arm has finally healed after one and a half month =)

I heard once that love is friendship on fire.
That is how I feel about you.
A big flame that seems to have become smaller,
Can explode to an even bigger,
more powerful flame.
All we have to do is add in the fuel

=)

2007-06-01T18:42:00.000+08:00

My 2 friends from HTB! =D

The gal's damnnn -.-"
-YanFang
-Raffles Girl's Sec
-Hua Chong Institution
-Went NUS
-Withdrew from NUS cuz she found the subjects too boring
-Came to HTB cuz she thought it may be more fun
-GAYNESS! XD

And the guy's
-Jonathan Ong
-Treats me like his little bro -.-"
-Damn Bloody TALL
-Rich lik... @!#$&@!$#!!!

But damn nice people! =D

Cuz I was thinking of you...

I'm FREE!!! AT LAST! HAH. But then again, going to TAS never felt lik going to sch. It was lik holiday period since the first day of sch! HAHA. One test, accounting on Wed and WHEEEE..

I guess I'll never be able to play it for you ever. The soul purpose of me learning that song was for that one reason.. But, it'll keep replaying over and over again, here in my heart.

I rarely get angry... But i do get sad..
All day, I just open that window and sit and look at it.
Not having the courage to type anything, or even when i do type something,
I just can't seem to press that "enter" button.
WHY?!!!
Before I know it, you're gone.
Hais..

POTC; Moon

2007-05-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

HI ALL!!

Went to watch pirates of the carribean 3 today. Was it really that good? I find it so-so only lah. But still nice. But Ruhan was ALL-OVER-THE-MOON about how he loved the show! Good for him i guess.. LOL!

Yesterday was class beach outing at Palawan Beach. It's gettin more and more crowded now, sch holidays coming. And all the gals in my class were going gaga over all the NS men! WTH???
LOL!

Anyways, exams are next week. 2 papers only! ^-^. But... My exams for the other subjects are during the first week back at sch. CHEAT MY FEELING!!!! XD

On another note, have you all noticed how beautiful the moon is these few days? Its like really full and REALLY BRIGHT as compared to other nights. Its really beautiful! That's the reason why I enjoy just sitting at the park or Bedok reservoir at night. Just looking at the moon, and the occasional stars.. Really peaceful..

If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away..
Can't stop the tears from running down my face..

Got None

2007-05-25T23:39:00.000+08:00

When I was a little boy I used to wonder
Just how old you'd have to be to feel good
Now I've seen a thousand girls but I still wonder
Cause they just don't make sense to me
God knows I've tried

I've tried to be the unpredictable one
I've tried to be the friend that they could rely on
I've still got none
Got nothing at all

And so I fall into the open
Just singing out your name
And when I'm done, crashed and maimed
I hope that's where you'll find me

You know that if it's up to me I'll still be holding
My own hand the day I die
So please release me now

I've tried to be the mean mysterious one
I've tried to be the sweetest candy you'd suck on
I've still got none
Got nothing at all

And so I fall into the open
Just singing out your name
And when I'm done, crashed and maimed
I hope that's where you'll find me

And it's a good day for being found
Just crawling in the dirt with my head underground
And it's a good day for you to come
Collecting all the pieces of the damage done

And after all the bandages are gone
I hope you'll find a favorite part you can work on
Cause I've got none
Got nothing at all

And so I fall into the open
Just singing out your name
And when I'm done, crashed and maimed
I hope that's where you'll find me

I guess its just me.

CONGRATS TO ALL WHO MADE IN INTO THEIR RESPECTIVES MAIN COMM!

Has love completely permeate the face of the earth,
The only thing I want is for you to be by my side..

Spa Botanica

2007-05-23T22:47:00.000+08:00

Went to Sentosa Spa&Resort early this morning for a field trip! DAMN!! The place is damnnnn nice!
Guest can easily spend up to a few hundreds just for that few hours in a spa. But the spa is damnnn good! "One of the top 10 spa in the WORLD!" Is that WOW or wad?! haha

The siwmming pool in the spa

Massage room!

Massage room for COUPLES! ;)

This is suppose to be one of those "healthy" mud, where it makes ur skin complextion much much better

After leaving it on for about 20-30 mins, go wash it off in the warm jacuzzi

One of the MANY waterfalls in the spa. And its used for treatment! Notice the water beds around the waterfall? You're suppose to lie on it, belly down and go under the waterfall.

The toilet is damnn nice

And the hotel rooms.. A delux room costs $400 per night while a delux suite costs $800 a nite! presidential suite is dunno how many thousand..

Simpang holds lots of memories for me. I've been here ever since 3 years old..

Had dinner with my SL campmates and some BSC main com and others at simpang..
I guess the Indian muslim stalls are only good for their pratas and murtabak. The other food SUCKS!
After dinner, slacked at the prata stall and played all those lame games, "takinomo takinomo 123 etc".. the ppl who said the same number had to kiss each other!!! LOL!!!

Anyway, I reached there at around 615 and waited for them until 7. They took a wrong bus and thus the long delay. =/

Whilst waiting for them, I wipped out my hp and started playing my games. But i was very sian. So for some reason, I started reading my inbox, starting from the earliest msgs. Some made me VERY happy, some made me sad. But all in all, it made me think... How, What if, why.. etc..

Just staring off into blank space for the whole night. Even now. Thing is, I dont really even know what I'm thinking about! =/

Oh well, beach volley tournament starts tmr. I didnt sign up as a helper. I also didnt know why. But most likey I'll go down to visit them after my activities for the day end. WAIT FOR ME! HAHAHA XD

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday..

WRONG!!!

2007-05-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

Woo~!, Blogger finally works again.

So many things happened during the time i stopped blogging. And now I've forgotten most of them. LOL!!

Anyway, CCN day ytd. I didnt help my class with our ice ball stall but help out with campaigning for BSC-subcom group for elections! Serene,Maybelle,Joyce,Chun Kit,Liyi,Jiamin,Samantha.
Pls vote for them~! hahs
I wanted to run to.. But couldnt.. so...

Anyways, Veron asked me to find her during CCN. So long nv see her le. Last time I saw her was at FOC? Yes, that long. More then 1 month!

I went to work last thurs at Red Dot Museum. The uniforms for the night. LOL!! The uniforms were so cool! RETRO! =D

Helped BSC-subcom group with their campaigning the past 3 days.. On thurs, came back from TAS. The BSC-subcom group were all chionging their posters sia. LOL!!! All damn last minute.
Anyway, I also made one for myself.

My first edited photo!! HEE~!

We chionged to the printing shop opposite school to make copies of posters, flyers. A total of about 100 bucks were spent of advertising juz for the group! OMG! LOL! We worked until 3 am there, eating in between and printing and cutting the whole time! Reached home at around 330am. However, only slept at 5am. Woke up at 545am. 45 mins sleep only! Was very shagged during the day.

Reached sch by 7 just to 'CHOK' place for the group's posters. And camped outside SAA office to be the first ones to 'chop' the poster and flyers. LOL! Damn early can. Forgot when was the last time I had to wake up this early le. But it was all worth it! Seeing posters go up the wall, hanging in the middle of the corridors etc etc. I was so happy juz doing all these, although the pictures wasn't of me. LOL!

I can only say that you're WRONG! Maybe you got the wrong impression. But i guess what you interpreted was wrong. Many of my frens asked me this question lately.. I wonder if it's really a coincidence, or because of some conversations or something. Being at TAS everyday, its hard to kepp up what's going on with all my frens at TP..

"Jon, do you .... .... ......?"
How many people asked me this le? But my answer was the same to all of them.

Hmm.. I think I actually have a good memory.. LOL!! Not of things that happen recently, but things that happened long long ago. HAHA. I remember this promise that I made a LONG LONG time ago. "I will not make you worry for me anymore". I know this promise is impossible to keep. Its cuz I phrased the words wrongly. Well, I guess I forgot to add the word "try my best" in it.

I guess now I've found a "mask". But it isn't permanent. I will lose it one day. Then i guess everyone will see my emotions VERY CLEARLY. Well, I'll deal with it only when that day comes.

I guess that's all for today..

My feelings don't fade away easily..
I'm the sort of guy who's hard to change..
I guess..
I still feel the same way about you..

problem

2007-05-12T17:04:00.000+08:00

MY STUPID BLOGGER GOT PROBLEM!!!
=(

sumthin wrong with the layout for posting page and thus cant do many many things =/
Blogger hates me =(
haha.

Anyways, went to watch spiderman 3 with Mike and Ruhan on monday. IT WAS GOOD! I love it! I especially loved it when he was emo-ing in the rain! So Cool! LOL! But I'm sure i can do much better! XD

I bought Avril Lavigne's new album! The Best Damn Thing! It's awesome dudes! But somehow, i prefer her first 2 albums more =/. This album's more pop while the 2 previous ones were more emo-punk rock. More meaningful stuffs!

I went to work at Red Dot Museum on thursday night. A part timer for an Events management company. It was RETRO NIGHT! Our uniforms were so blinky and shiny. Like a disco ball. As we walked around the dance floor, the colourful lights all reflected on us and it was so nice lah!
Too bad we couldnt take any pictures as it was a private event and picture taking was STRICTLY forbidden. By around 11, most of the people there were already drunk and high on all the alcohol. Some wanted our shirts and tried to pull them off us! We had to runway =X
It was much worst off for the girls. what could they do?!! We, the guys had to help them. haiz..
We couldnt push them away or hit them, we juz had to manuveur our way around trying not to get too close to more of such ppl.

I hate being man-handled. I got really angry earlier that night and was very pissed for a while. Luckily my mind was preoccupied by the work or i might've been with a black face..

I can't wait for it to rain. Dark clouds are gathering, i can hear the thunder. But no rain! WHY!!!
Quick quick, let it rain! HEAVILY! I love sitting out by the park, playground in the cold cold rain.. Let it pour on my head, let it soak my clothes deep.

QUICK RAIN ALREADY! XD

*
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star
Thats coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

Now I know your not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star Just don't come true
Cause now even I tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

-.-"

2007-05-04T00:05:00.000+08:00

I guess its just one of those times again =/

TAS

2007-04-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

Sorry, not in the mood to post proper entries. LOL

Anyways, ppl who think its fun studying at TAS, think again. The temperature there is hotter then the main land, the food is SOOOO much more ex =/ and we gotta wake up much earlier in order to get to our lessons on time. =/

Well, I guess the best part was only during the first week of sch. Only lectures and the rest of the day was free = Beaches and tanning and swimming! Woo~! But not anymore =/
Lessons take up about the whole day and so no beach partying for us =(

I dont think I'll like Business Etiquette. I gotta cut SHORT hair!!! Man, i'm gonna miss the wind in my hair and all the things i've done with it =/ Now the wind will only be blowing at my SCALP =/
3 hours of business ettiquete tutorial straight. Must wear full business suit, stupid hairstyle. But i guess we'll come out as "gentlemen"
And this is the subject where HTM and LRM students say that the uglier you look, the better the grade you'll get. WTH?!!!

Well, it's only for 1 sem, i guess. and during SIP again. Haiz.. Schoolboy look, here i come again! =X

I miss TP
I miss Frens @ TP
I miss ******

Smiles

2007-04-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hey, don't write yourself off yet
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just try your best, try everything you can.
And don't you worry what they tell themselves when you're away.

[Chorus]
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

Hey, you know they're all the same.
You know you're doing better on your own, so don't buy in.
Live right now.
Yeah, just be yourself.
It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else.

[Chorus x2]
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

Hey, don't write yourself off yet.
It's only in your head you feel left out or
looked down on.
Just do your best, do everything you can.
And don't you worry what the bitter hearts are gonna say.

[Chorus x2]
It just takes some time, little girl you're in the middle of the ride.
Everything (everything) will be just fine, everything (everything) will be alright (alright).

I use to wonder where were going
And where I wanted to be
Sitting alone all shocked up waiting for my destiny
Hearing songs on the radio wishing that could happen to me, oh no
Then when you came into the picture then I knew quickly
That we could build something so strong
Expect the best for the future
Forget about what used to be
I need you here all life long

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2007-04-21T13:05:00.000+08:00

Business won overall champion again! Woo~! =D 3 years in a row le, so we get to keep thr trophy forever now! XD

Thursday was the first day of business sch orientation, i slept at 4am, and woke up at 6am. I couldnt sleep at night. Not sure why i couldnt sleep though.. Or maybe i do, but its questionable. =/
First day was damn tiring. The moment i reached home at 930, i took a shower and fell asleep at 945 already. Woke at 6 am again the next morning.

2nd day, i pangseh-ed my class for half a day for regatta training.
The results :
Freshie guys team, 2nd
Freshie gals team, 2nd
Sl gals team, 1st
SL guys team, 2nd

Woo! We won overall reagatta champion sch too! XD

Jam & Hop session after the days events. Went to sports hall at 830. They were still playing band music. And it wasnt nice at all. SO went to design sch for their jam and hop. It was much cooler then the one at sports hall. Nice lights, air-con, the people dere were lik on a much higher level and they were playin house music all the way.
However, went back to sports hall at 9pm and joined the rest of the people.

*

Emo again. Zzz. Why? Do I really know the reason myself? My iTunes has been stuck on the emo-playlist for some time now. I dont feel like listening to other kind of songs at the moment
=( I find it more drama to hear emo music when you're emo. More drama, but better, in a way =/

Slept at 5am last night. I appeared offline from 130 onwards. Maybe I'm just confused about what's on my mind. So many stuffs. Many, many, many stuffs.. 1 hour of sleep only. I don't feel lik sleeping, no matter how tired I am. Why are these stuffs happening?!! And to top it off, sch starts this monday.. Oh great..

Eternity never seems to end..
Everytime i listen to songs,
I start visualising scenes in my mind..

Pre-orientation!!

2007-04-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

Went for regatta training today!! Dragon boating was damn fun. Especially when Karine splashed all the water into my eyes -.-. However, the people that joined the regatta was.. -.- DIAO LEH!! Only 2 gals?!!!! Quick, anyone from business sch can join le! Dont need be SL also can join! So go join, K?!! Very fun! We need more guys too! =)

After that, went to help the SL program com with their preparations for the Orientation. We were playing emo music and acting emo inside. LOL!! We were also making pom poms! $40 bucks worth of shredded paper was used juz to make it. At last count, there was only a few hundred plus?!! They've gotta have over 2000 to 3000 pom poms done by thurs or fri. LOL!! Good luck.. HA! XD

Somehow, its better to be more emo by yourself or with someone close.
Not with a whole group =X

Random-ness

2007-04-17T13:42:00.000+08:00

I mentioned that he always actioned too much. And always shows off, to whomever is there. To whomever he is trying to impress, I do not give a damn. But the things he did, always ended up with people almost getting hurt. Not many people really believed me. They said that I was biased, due to certain issues. But last night proved my point to all who were there. And I wasnt even the one who said anything. One mentioned his opinions (which were my points from the start) and the rest started to agree.

When we questioned him why he did that, he said that it was on purpose. We were all lik "WTF?!!!"It was the STUPIDEST excuse ever. It was so clear that it was his male ego answering. Who in his right mind would crash his vehicle into another vehicle, while reversing and say that it was on purpose. -.-

Those who were with him were sacred, very afraid. But they did not do certain stuffs due to their respect as a friend. He suggested going to a place. But we got the wrong message. We drove way ahead of him, as those who were with him were very frightened and did not want to travel fast. We stopped an mrt station as they were no where in sight. We called them and they were already at their destination. We were confused as we were going 3 times faster then them, but the destination was still far away. We had different destinations. We thought we were head to OUR destination cuz they wanted to play pool. But the actual destination was somewhere else. We asked for what purpose should we go there in the first place. He said to see aeroplanes take off and land and see stars. We were all stunned, as we know at that time (2am++) there would be no flights. Morever, that place was not an ideal place for viewing in the first place. We talked and talked and grumbled and got him to come to where we were. We decided to go somewhere else to jalan jalan.

On the way, we commented on his actions;
"who was he trying to impress?!! Must be the girls lah. But he doesnt even know, then want to act lik he know so much...." We were all irritated, and worried for those who were with him.

We went to the place. I wasnt feelin lik talking to everyone at the moment. I was gazing up at the skies, and lost myself in thoughts as i gazed at the stars. The night sky was better then average. At least there was a much nicer amount of stars in the sky, rather the usual countable nights. I thought of her, and I many things about us, myself and other events that happened.
I suddenly wished I had my guitar or piano. I wanted to be in a nice shelter lik those we see in shows, with a piano in the middle.. I wanted to let my emotions take over. Express myself in music.

I don't feel bout talking about it anymore. At least not now. haha. Only dampens my mood.
The moral behind the story, time will eventually reveal everything.
(The above is a true story, recounted by yours truely >.<) I actually talked to Shijin alot during the chalet. LOL. I don't usually talk to her alot. But yeah, we somehow clicked during the 2 days. LOL. Maybe its cuz of that topic. LOL!!

I hate pointless waiting.. * sulks* At least waiting with a those special people is ok. But just waiting for someone who never comes.. (sighs)

You're the light in my times of darkness
You're the North star in my night sky
You're just like a pill, always makin me better..

Sentosa; Sch

2007-04-15T01:10:00.000+08:00

OK.. I think my blogger has some problems. I'm unable to post up my entries if I try to add in pictures!! =( So there wont be any pictures until I am able to solve the problem.

Been going back to sch the past 2 nights for FoC. LOL!!! I'm Super food delivery pika*!! I kinda wished I had joined the camp. Oh well.. haha It looked like ALOT of fun!!!
Oh, and walking along the corridors of Business sch to the mushroom and to the main road ALONE at 3-4AM is DAMNN freaky..

Went to Sentosa on tuesday. Main attraction for MY group, 'Images Of Singapore'. My group consisted of Me, Ruhan, Mike and Clement. The newly renovated museum was very nice! At least much better then before it was renovated. Firstly, when u enter, the staff will direct you to a room, where you'll be greeted by a 'GHOST'! Then you can walk along some some corridors and rooms and see how Singapore progress since it was discovered. The wax figures look quite human-like. And for some areas, if you're not careful, you'll be shocked by some people who pretend to be part of the wax figures. Their acting skills, SUPERB!

Photos for Sentosa will be up soon! ;)

I'm given a choice.. either do my gig at Ben & Jerry's, Cathay branch. Or Esplanade.. which should i choose, hmm..

Some songs really make you think, don't they..
The human brain is such a complex feature..

I was so happy,
Until I woke up,
And realised it was only just a dream.. =(

Love

2007-04-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

Is this the time of the year where people are going through the relationship problems again? Wierd huh.. Since comin to poly, I've learnt that thery're certain 'time slots' where relationship problems will start to occur for most people.
The most common one that everyone agrees on,is the exam period. This period, confirm will have!

I'm into 2 really sentimental hits now XD. Dunno why leh, but i just feel like listening to such genres now. Maybe its the melody, maybe its the lyrics.

The first one on my playlist is 'Vulnerable' by Roxette. Nice song =)

Second one is a Thai song. The title of the song is 'แวว รักแท้ดูแลไม่ได้'. LOL!! XD ALright, its 'My Love Is Real, But I Didn't Take Care Of It'. I find it a REAL classic. I still vividly remember what the song is about. I cant interpret each verse of the song, but i know what the whole song is about. You interpereted the song for me. Its a DAMNN meaningful song, i feel. This song was chucked away somewhere in my com but my iTunes coincidentally shuffled to it. And as I was thinking about some stuffs, I started to tear while hearing to this song. So Lovely =')

Reading some of my friend's blogs recently, I see that most of them are going through this 'period' again and I also came across this phrase;

'Tears, Sorrows and Anger all turn into satans winning edge.

Will the little angel in your heart tell you to carry on?'

Its a meaningful phrase. My little angel is telling me to thrive on. But my body ain't doing what it hopes to be able to do.

What am I talking about. Crap, that lovely Thai song is makin me tear again. It seems to be stirring up memories in me!! Oh, I'm not cryin' hor!!! just those kind where suddenly your eyes start to water those kind. hee =)

Look into eyes, you will see

What you mean to me

2007-04-09T14:21:00.000+08:00

The Journey To Zanarkand has ended,

But the route to Eternity has only just begun..

SLs OIE!!!

2007-04-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

I'm back from SL camp! ^-^ It was a tiring but fun camp, getting sabo-ed here and dere( I shall NOT mention about this *puffs*)

Day 1
Met up with Bsc for lunch before heading to registration area. Boy, was it crowded! Then after, we were split up into our groups. The only person whom i knew in my group initiall was Lou-Lin =/
Oh, and i found one of my pri sch classmates in the same group as me too! Yenny, her name. I still rmb she always bully me in pri 3 lor... Zzz.. She also rmb me leh!! And she said I was "sooooooo much cuter then" -.-
Pretty much forgot wad happened the rest of the day le.. LOL XD

At night, didnt sleep. Instead walked around with some people(the ppl kept changing) and in the end sat at the sports area and talked about ghost stories. Talked about it for at 2-3 hours!! Some are damn freaky.. but i enjoyed it. LOL. Then Lingyu came to irritate me.. -.- Pulling her hair down over her face(Look DAMN LIKE PONTIANAK CAN) and started whispering my name.. 'jon... jon.. gen wo wan..' FREAKY CAN!!!

At around 5 am, went to sleep. I had this wierd dream.. It was lik the movie, 'the ring'..
I was watching 'that' video and then my hp rang! I was shocked, and I woke up! And my hp DID ring! It was laocai, asking where Liyi was. -.- WTH?!!!!! And it was 515 at that time. I slept for 15 mins only -.- I didnt sleep anymore after that.

Day 2
Day 2 was ALP day. We did high elements. Was DAMNNNNNNN bloody boring =/ The high elements held at my sec 3 camp was SOOOO much better. I miss speed climbing up the 5 storey high pole. It was called the catepillar or sumthin, where 3 beams were connected to each other vertically with those rock wall rocks on it. I was the fastest! *beams* XD

At night, played some cluedo game which I felt was damn lame. They should've just sticked to NIGHT WALK! ^-^ A simple night walk would've soooo much better. Anyways, BSC nightwalk rocks! >.< align="center">

'Business will win the war, Business will win the war'

LOL

At night, had a performance and camp break. And that's about all I could rmb. LOL

SL oie!!! XD

My skin is starting to peel from the sub burnt. Disgusting? I love to peel the skin away wahaha XD Was so fun to tease KB in sec sch! I juz have to start peeling my skin in front of him and he would be grossed out. LOL!!

Alrights

Everyday's a new day
Each setback only makes us stronger
Tomorrow will always be better

When I look into your eyes
I don't have to fantasize
You're a dream that's realised
I'm dancing on the moon inside
If life is cruel then someone lied

Keys to your heart

2007-04-06T17:40:00.000+08:00

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

LOL!!!!!

I love taking such erm, thingys!! HAHA

Concert Bands! Performances!!

2007-03-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

Watched TP concert band today at TP auditorium. Overall, I thought the performance was average only. I found the pieces played by the band very inconsistant. Sorry if any of you band members sees this ah =X.

On some pieces, the bass was good while the trebble was bad. On some others, vice versa.

And they seriously need to use the piano more!!! The piano on stage was like only for show only -.- it wasn't even used for more the 5 mins!!! DIAO -.-

Lik for the song "beauty & the beast", they did not use the piano at all eventhough it is suppose to be a piano piece. The sound which came out from the band was not bad.. But it coould've been MUCH MUCH better..

And also, there were no string instruments. Maybe just ONE, if you count the piano. But then again, it was hardly used at all. I believe the pieces that the band played could've been a hell load better if they add more string instruments into the band.

You might have to yank the volume up abit.

Here's an excellent band performance. "To Zanarkand" is a piano piece, and thus it starts off with the piano. But notice how they use the other instruments to enhance parts of the song. It shows off the Ups and Downs of the journey to zanarkand in the song, and is able to bring the mood of the song out.

A good performance would be when the band is able to bring the emotions of the song piece out and let the audience feel it.

TWO TUMBS UP FOR TOUR DE JAPON!! ^-^

2007-03-28T20:10:00.000+08:00

I'm back! hee! XD

Sunday, went for skye's bdae!

Went to PS' Cafe Cartel.

Switched to the outdoor area to enjoy this FABULOUS ice-cream!!! ^-^ Damnn, it tastes HEAVENLY!!!

LOL!!!! GAY!!! >.<

AFter that, walked to paradiz centre to play some lan games!

On the way..

Lovely lights! Emo background. HAHA!

After lan-gaming, went to the arcade.

DIE!!!! (Aiya, let bdae boy win lah =P)

Keepin' it real..

The new M6?!!!! ROFL

That's us

Ended the day off by indulging in some delicious tau huay and soy bean at this nearby place. IT WAS GOOD!!!

Some people are wierd.. One moment they act this way, and the next , another. And I'm feelin' irritated with some people's behaviour. What's the reason behind the change?!!!

Went swimming with Veron and LS today!!! I'm gonna train and do handstands underwater!!! WAHAHAH!!! And I'm BURNING now! I got sunburnt!!! >.<
My body feels like a cooked lobster!
Oh, and LS is DAMNNN GAY !!! He's lik so afraid that I'm gonna rape him in the changing room -.-
He took his WHOLE bad into the cubicle and finished showering and went out of the changing room in less then 10 mins. -.- LOL!!!!
If you wanna know more gay stuff about LS, pls invite him to go swimming with you. =)

2007-03-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

FIGHT FOR WHAT YOU WANT!

WE ONLY HAVE ONE LIFE

SO LIVE IT!

HAVE NO REGRETS!

DO WHAT YOU WANNA DO!

HEE

something random. LOL

Lazy Zzz..

2007-03-19T20:21:00.000+08:00

Sorry, too lazy to blog these few days le.

Hmm.. these few days, never really go out. but then, I'm also rarely online. I'M GOING BACK TO MY MUSIC!!!

I've started piano-ing again. LOL!! The last time i touched the piano was in pri 3. Back then i really didn't like to play piano. My mum's a piano teacher. She forced me to play the piano when i was very young -.- Last time no say mah, so juz do mah XD
However, i was very naughty and keep playing around. She got fed up and sent me to her fren for piano lessons. -.- My piano teacher wasn't my mum. LOL!!!

Hard to believe I can now sit 5 hours in front of the piano and just keep playing and playing and playing. Suddenly it feels so wonderful! Now i wanna get a keyboard!! WAHAHA!! Awesome sounds, awesome effects, awesome music! ^-^

John wants to send me to the big stage le! He's my cousin/ guitarist. (to casper: "you don't look like a casper, You look more like a Mike") ROFL!!
I dowan!! Too early!! Imagine performing on stage at a wedding and have hundreds of eyes on you.. YIKES!

I miss playing drums =( So noisy, yet very fun. My new neighbour is a drummer!!! Maybe should get to know him better. Hehe.

"shake ur bon bon, Shake ur bon bon"

Never Let You Down

2007-03-16T01:07:00.000+08:00

I'm never gonna let you down

I know we goin through a lot of thangs

But then I'm really keepin you tight

'Cause in the true light

'Cause I wanna do right

I can leave this game

'Cause baby I ain't trippin on the meaningless fame, hey

Never let none test,

one flesh take it step by step 'til death

And we can get back up and we can ball if we should fall (if we should fall)

Its truly a blessin... come directly from Heaven

Through death and a ressurection

I'ma be right there by your side

Never let you down never need to cry

Wipe your eye, eye, eye

Girl, I know that you've been hurt

I'm here to make this work

I'm not the type to put you down

Just put your trust in me

And girl, don't be afraid to try

I see you're tired of lies

I know you heard this all before

Just put your trust in me

Whats up Baby?

Would you be my lady?

Baby girl you should roll this way

You should already know this way

Is the only way

So whats up Baby?

Would you be my lady?

Baby girl you should roll this way

You should already know this way

Is the only way

When you're down girl you know you can count on me

'Cause I won't let you down

I'm not the type to turn my back whenever you're in need '

Cause I won't let you down

Never let you down

Never let you down, girl

Never let you down (down)

I promise I won't let you down

Never let you down

Never let you down, girl

Never let you down (down)

I promise I won't let you down

Girl, I know you've been through pain

And that you're used to game

But you know I'm not the same

So come on and ride wit me

And girl, if you were mine you'd see

That I'm the man you need

Go ahead and let yourself be free

So come on and ride with me

You ain't never gotta worry about a thang

'Cause I got you, I got you

you gon' live life proper

if you ever need a cure for the blues im the doctor,

remedies i gots lots of

Other imposters talk of good game

But you a cutie wit a brain so you see through that

I'ma keep it real baby, never keep it fake leave that for

your ex 'cause he do that

I do things that'll lift your spirits like come home early get

all up in it

You Olive Oil and I'm Popeye

I'ma hit it like I'm on that spinach

Dig it, girl if you wit it, feel it

Yeah come ride with a thug

Come ride with a thug I'm the realist,

you can be my witness

Baby just vibe wit my love

Come vibe wit my love

Whats up Baby?

Would you be my lady?

Baby girl you should roll this way

You should already know this way

Is the only way

So Whats up baby?

Would you be my lady?

Baby girl you should roll this way

You should already know this way

Is the only way

When you're down girl you know you can count on me

'Cause I won't let you down

I'm not the type to turn my back whenever you're in need

'Cause I won't let you down

Never let you down

Never let you down, girl

Never let you down (down)

I promise I won't let you down

Never let you down

Never let you down, girl

Never let you down (down)

I promise I won't let you down

I will never let you down

For you I will be around

I will never let you down

For you I will,

'cause I won't let you down

Always be your man

Baby, yeah, yeah

I will never let you down

FINAL FANTASY X/X-2

2007-03-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

I have no idea why i like this video.

When I See You Smile, I Turn To You

2007-03-11T21:20:00.000+08:00

I love songs that reflect me!! Don't you? Hehe. Maybe not. But when I hear songs that reflect who I am inside, I feel like I can appreciate the song more.

Went to help out at "Go-For-Gold" under BSC name. Went back to sch on Sat to help out with the preparations for the next day. Didn't really do much. Just got some Boxes and spent the rest of the day playing monopoly.
Sun, went to Singapore River at 8am!!! Zzz. Had a nice sun-tanning time with ocassional "showers". My jeans were soaked, butt deep and it took many many hours for it to dry. -.-
Thanks alot Karine =) -.-

Practically slacked away the first week of the sch hols! =D Feels kinda shiok ah!! HAHA.

Last Sun, went geylang at night for dinner!! The streets were so filled with lao ah peks and "chickens"! LOL!! The "chickens" were all so fat and ugly. Why do the lao ah peks wanna go "eat" them? So full of fats, = UNHEALTHY!! Hope they get "bird flu"! Wahaha!!

Exam results are coming out soon!!! Hope I don't have to retake any papers. I really didn't study for any of my papers. Only just read through. Just after CNY leh!! Where got mood to study~! -.- Lame system.

I've started playing maple!! LOL!!! It's fun!! ^-^ And i've reached level 10 after just a few hours of playing! hee!!! HUNTER!!!!

I love my imagination! ^-^ I don't know why we think of certain stuffs sometimes. VERY VERY RANDOM!! But I so love my imagination. I feel like I've left reality and gone into a world of my own =) P-E-R-F-E-C-T

To end of this post, I would like to make a song dedication

When I See You Smile

Sometimes I wonder

If I'd ever make it through

Through this world without having you

I just wouldn't have a clue

Cause sometimes it seems

Like this world's closing in on me

And there's no way of breaking free

And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up

Wanna give in

I wanna quit the fight

And then I see you baby

And everything's alright

Everything's alright

When I see you smile

I can face the world

Oh you know I can do anything

When I see you smile

I see a ray of light

Oh I see it shining

right through the rain

When I see you smile

Baby when I see you smile at me

Oh yeah

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do

What the touch of your hand can do

It's like nothing that I ever knew

Hey And when the rain is falling

I don't feel it

Cause you're here with me now

I wanna ask you baby

It's all I'll ever need

All I'll ever need

When I see you smile

I can face the world

Oh you know I can do anything

When I see you smile

I see a ray of light

Oh I see it shining

right through the rain

When I see you smile baby

Baby when I see you smile at me

Sometimes I wanna give up

I wanna give in

I wanna quit the fight

Then one look at you baby

And everything's alright

Hey everything's alright

It's alright When I see you smile

I can face the world

Oh you know I can do anything

When I see you smileI see a ray of light

Oh I see it shining

right through the rain

Yeah

When I see you smile

Yeah I can face the world

Oh you know I can do anything now

When I see you smile

Oh yeah

Baby when I see you smile

Smile at me

Be faithful to what you believe in. I shall remain true to myself

Until The Day The Sun Rises From The West And Sets In The East..

2007-03-05T01:53:00.000+08:00

Always work like you don't need the money

Always fall in love like you've never been hurt

Always dance like no one is watching

And always live like its heaven on earth

A moment never to forget. A moment to be cherished forever. Just that one touch, and everything seemed to stop.

What a touch of your hand can do

Is like nothing i ever knew

I am dumbfounded, in a good way. Hmm, no words can describe the way I'm feeling, i guess. But it..

Let's make this last forever

Alrights, I AM HAPPY, and I hope all of you are too! hee!

Auspicious!!!

2007-03-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! Wooooo.. 2 months of holidays here i come! Yipee!!

I think the number "2" is my lucky number this year. Why?

2200!!

2220!!!

2222!!!!

HAHAHA!!! ALL 2s!!!! People who are of age already! Quick, go buy 4D!!!!

Practically slacked the whole day away today! And my Jacket is SOOOOOOO nice to touch!! ^-^ . I can't stop touching it! The stripes are so soft and smooth!!! So nice to touch! It's been a great companion to me the whole of today! Kept me nice and cool throughout the rainy weather. I love it!

I want to eat durians!!!!

Drama

2007-02-27T17:28:00.000+08:00

Geez.. Paper today was ok, great, who cares. LOL!!

Hmm.. I feel my life's like a drama serial now. LOL?

Whenever I watch those shows, I see love triangles, betrayal, many many problems, many ups and downs many fights(not all physical) and stuffs. Hmm.. very funny hor, "these are just scripts and confirm wont happen in real life" one lah hor.. Well, you're wrong, I'm sad to say. I learn some more of life's journey.

In general..

If you see me as the happy-go-lucky type of guy, at times when you think people will be sad and stuff, I guess I've suceeded in what i wanted to do. I'm not trying to gain any sympathy here whatsoever. But just making you happy is all I care about when I see you down. =)
Perhaps you know who you are already.

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I know its tough at times to keep your feelings bottled up inside. If you don't want to pour it out to anyone, maybe just write it down somewhere. You'll feel better. =)

Maybe you're just recieving a lot of care and concern from so many people already. You feel hmm.. loved? much loved? or maybe you're just recieving too much attention already, not that you asked for it lah. Or maybe you just don't want to show your concern for other people. See where I'm getting from? I guess most of you will never get what I'm trying to say here. =)

Sometimes I see things. And then phrases just come to my mind, in general, not like anything's happened to me ok =)
Phrases like "The sky's crying for me, and that's why i shed no tears"
"When You smile, all the sadness within me just seems to disappear. But once you're gone, everything just comes back again."

LOL. Got many many more. Dunno why I'm so drama. Maybe i watched too many shows when i was young already.

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Spending times with you, even just talking is so great =) I feel so relaxed and at peace with the world. There's never a dull moment when you're around.

I LOOK LIKE BENG MEH??!!?!

Take your sweet time, Sleeping with the lights on

2007-02-25T22:10:00.000+08:00

I've uploaded 2 new songs to the playlist. =)

Take your sweet time and Sleeping with the lights on.

I should be mugging for my paper tmr. But i've no mood to even look at the cover of my notes. How ah?! Oh what the heck, I'll just leave it as it is and go sit for the paper tmr. Principles Of Management(POM) only what, all common sense. Right guys? ;)

I shall not state how much i got from my ang baos this year. If not sure kana tio suan again lor! HAHA XD Happy guessing bahx. This new year sure ain't fun. Just after the new year, I've gotta take exams! And my frens from SP already finished their exams sometime back le. Zzz..

I can't wait for the hols to come. I wanna find work! Can you guys believe that?! HAHAHA!!! But as to what i wanna as.. I'm not sure yet. I don't wanna go back Raffles Grill. It may be at Raffles Hotel, prestigeous and stuff. But gosh, they only pay 5.50 an hour. Too little for me! And it's always night shift, 6-11 pm. Actually, not really bad lah.. But then I won't really like the work place liao. Almost all the old staff has gone to other hotels to work. One of the nicer chefs went over to the courtyard and so only the head chef is left. The rest are gone.. As for the serving crew, only 3 are left from the last time i worked there. So not fun liao. =X

I wanna find a job that allows me to make at least erm.. $600 bucks per month. I wouldn't mind if its more =X HAHA! But hmm.. what job? Sales assistant? Office job? Not sure leh. I want a job that's flexible too. Got so many things to do.. Office job is damn sian. Whereas sales assistant will be much more fun and tiring. I wouldn't mind interaction with people. After all, LRM ppl are nice and sociable, HOR! HEHE! XD

Ok, anyone else wanna find job? Find together leh! HAHAHA

The 2 songs are really nice. Hey, all the songs on my playlist are nice! Haha ^-^ Enjoy ^-^

Thank You <3

2007-02-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

Thanks to the lovely Serene for helping with my new layout =)

My teeth so white right! XD But i'm not the main attraction in this pic ;)

Alrights, off to my books again. *sighs*

Serene!

2007-02-23T15:00:00.000+08:00

There is someone out there for me I know she is waiting so patiently (yeah) can you tell me her name?
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane
How does she laugh? How does she cry? What's the color of her eyes?
Does she even realize I'm here?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada

I'm staring out at the sky
Praying that he will walk in my life
Where is the man of my dreams (right here) yea-yeah
I'll wait forever, how silly it seems
How does he laugh? How does he cry? What's the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?
dadadadadada dadadada dadadadadada (where are you?)

here is someone out there for me (there is someone out there for me)
I know she is waiting so patiently (so patient)
Can you tell me her name (can you tell me his name)
This life-long search is gonna drive me insane (that's right)

How does he laugh? How does he cry? What is the color of his eyes?
Does he even realize I'm here?

Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? Where is this beautiful girl?
Who is she? Who is she? Who is gonna complete my world?

Where is he? Where is he? Where is he? Where is this beautiful guy?
Who is he? Who is he? Who is gonna take me so high?

dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada (I know you out there)
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

Where are you?? I'm going to look all over the world baby
'Cuz I know you are out there
I know this might sound crazy, but I think I love you
dadadadadada (that's right) dadadada dadadadadada
dadadadadada dadadada (yeah) dadadadadada

Where are you??

"I know this might sound crazy, but I ~~think~~ know I love you"

Saw a red planet in the sky last night!! What does it mean??? >.<

2007-02-21T01:17:00.000+08:00

Ok, maybe it's food poisoning =(

I guess i'll go see the doc tmr.

4 days of steamboat in a row, how not to get stomach upset. LOL.

From the house, to the cab, to my room now. Stomach has been feelin damnnn unfomfortable =(
Wanna puke, dun wanna puke. But i dun have stomachache =) HAHA!!!

Oh shucks.. not a very good CNY this year as compared to the other years, where the meals are concerned.. HAHA. The food provided during the previous years were much much better. Was suppose to go to aunt's house for some northern Indian cuisine which was catered for her CNY house warming. But oh well.. I guess going to the other party was much better as there were the people whom i click better with. AND YOU!!! HAHA! I kept my end of the bargain =) LOL. I went cuz u went =)

My mom "dabao-ed" some of the Northern Indian Cuisine home =D YAY!!!!
But shucks!!! I dun think i can enjoy it due to my stomach =( WTH!!!! Grrr...

I had a very pleasant surprise on Sunday. =) Thanks for coming. LOL
And suddenly, my whole day lit up ;) wad more could i ask for? HAHA

My stomach hurts =(
Guess i'll go to bed now. Nites!

2007-02-17T21:47:00.000+08:00

SHORT!

SHORT!!

SHORT!!!

SHORT!!!!

All the gals are SHORT!!!! But damn cute =)

Went Ktv session at Chai Chee on sat.

Camera fight!

Sighs..

Haiz...

Here comes dancing Pigsy.. XD

On thurs, celebrated belated Val's day with the bananas.

Yes, that's me =) big boss, organiser for the outing =)

The early birds catches the pictures =D

And then it was time for me to reveal who my mortal was..

Mickeyy!!! I'm all yours!!!!

Happy Valentine's day.. =)

Omg!!! My angel's hands feels like manly hands! =X

That's all for now. Happy Luna New Year =)

2007-02-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

Backstreet boys songs are actually very meaningful! LOL! Now I'm hooked on to their songs. HAHA! The lyrics are so nice! hee!

My com has been down for the past few days. Thus i havent been online much and my nights were exceptionally long!!! Zzz..

I am actually surprised that fortune tellers can be very accurate sometimes! haha.
I was told that this year would be a very bad year for me. I am suppose to be down on my luck on all aspects, love, studies, health, fate, blah. Wadeva. I didn't bother to listen well as he was saying it in chinese. So Zzz lah! >.<>

Anyways, what can I do? Just sit around and complain that fate is cruel to me? Nah, I don't like complaining. Nothing much can help for certain issues just by complaining. So just bring it!

Hmm.. i just realised that someone has been backstabbing and bad mouthing me. I wasn't aware until ************ told me just now. Well, if that person is reading my bloggie, I DON'T CARE DUDE! SAY WHATEVER YOU WANT CUZ I KNOW I HAVE DONE NOTHING THAT HAS GONE AGAINST MY CONSCIENCE! so yah! LOL!

Ok.. I do regret some of the things I've done, but hmmm.. Even as much as I want to, I can't turn back time. I am not god. I cannot change the things I have done, but i do regret and I know that sometimes people do not think straight at some point of time or another and they just do certain things.

Do i forget things easily? NO! I do easily forgive, but i do NOT forget so easily. Sometimes, its better to just hide what you have inside than just show it. I know and have seen that some people don't think before they speak or do actions, and some other party gets up being hurt, some indirectly.

Sometimes, i just use my bloggie as a dumping ground for all my unhappiness and feelings that i have not put enough thought into. I just throw wadeva things i am fustrated about in here. So don't take some of the things that you see here seriously. ok? =)

Right. I've got loads of photos and things to say and upload onto my bloggie! But i guess that you'll have to wait until i've set up my new com! HAHA! So many things happened since my last post. Let's hope that i can remember what happened! HAH! =x

2007-02-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

My bloggie hasnt had any pictures uploaded for a long time already.

Went out with veron today. Headed to Taka to spend some of my vouchers!!! I have 300 bucks worth of Taka vouchers leh!!!! But i didnt use all. XD

Gotta save some for later use!

Our finer moments at BK

Trying out the jackets at Nike. Nice anot ah??
Veron wants to get it for her bro..

I bought this addidas jacket. ^-^

And some of our craziest moments

A note to Veron: stop spending all ur dough at that same jewellery shop lah! XD go look for other shops ^^,

Eh Serene!!! I saved the HMV vouchers for music shopping with u leh!!! HONOURED anot ah??? Young master waiting for u leh!!!! XD

2007-02-06T20:40:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!!! PROJECTS ARE ALL OVER!!! Wahahaha

*Hops around the room*

Sleep deprived for the past 2 weeks. But its finally all over! XD

And suddenly, i just realised that i've been staying back in sch till late at night for the past 2 weeks too! HAHA. I just love hanging out with my BSC mates. Life's never a dull moment with them around.

Hmm.. now that projects are over, i kinda feel somewhat.. "empty"

LOL!!!

I used to be chionging my projects into the night for the past 2 weeks. But now, i feel kind free. Bored in a sense too. I've gotta find things to do! Wanna be my buddy? Let's hang out after sch together. HAHA XD

Came home from sch at 5 today. After showering, i fell asleep and woke at 8. =.=

And i'm still sleepy now!!! But dont feel like sleeping! HAHA. Kinda ironic right? XD

Hmm.. what to do.. what to do..

OH YAH! Thanks to Serene for introducing me to "imeem"! HAHA! I so love it lah! I've found so many new songs that i love! XD

I feel like eating Kenny Roger's ribs, soooooo nice leh!!!! Makes me drool just thinking about their ribs. THEY'RE OUTTA THIS WORLD!!!

Oh, and i just found this new cafe that just opened near my house. "Miss You Cafe", the cafe is called. And i just ate there the other day. BOY! The food rocks! They also serve New Zealand ice-cream!!! And the way they serve it hor.. is so much more unique from other places lo!!! I WANNA GO BACK THERE AGAIN! XD

And now i feel like eating Billy Bombers. So long never go there eat le! ='( I remember the time when i still very young.... For the kid's meal, I had to stand on a weighing machine and they'll customize my burger to my size. So cool right??? I'm not sure if they still do that now.. But if it's stopped, BOO YA! XD

Aiyo.. suddenly all the food coming out.. SERENE!! GO FOOD TOUR HOR!!! XD

2007-02-02T20:40:00.000+08:00

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*SCREAMS*

"Maybe when i wake up tmr, I'll get amnesia and forget everything. =D

How great would that be?!?!"

Ever get that feeling sometimes? Great huh.. LOL

Laughing my sadness away..

And suddenly, all the work i did for my commskills 1 last sem is running thru my mind now.

The topic i had chosen for my presentation was "music"

"... why do i love music so much? It is because i love the lyrics that are written by some of the artists. They speak of feelings, the kind that people have to go thru in their journey called "life".

I do not open up to people easily. The only people whom i open up to are the people whom i consider my thru frens. They are the ones who's words can make me feel better when i'm down. Cuz it's their opinion that matters to me.

However, there are the times where i cant find anybody to talk to or there may be some unwanted company when i wish to talk to that certain someone*. These are the times when music helps me feel better.

Whenever i'm feeling down, i like to listen to songs which speak of sadness. They can be broken up relationships, unfairness of life. etc. When i told one of my closer frens this, she said "eh jon, u crazy ah? U feeling so down liao, what for still listen to sad songs? make u even more sad only." But then, I feel: " I listen to sad songs when i'm down, is cuz sometimes the lyrics that the song portrays, it's like what i'm going thru. It makes me feel that there is someone out there who understands me, how i feel, sympathise with how i feel. It makes me feel better." "

Maybe its just like what most erm what do u call those things..(ur characteristics based on ur name, star sign, those things) say about me. "I choose my frens with much care as i take real pride in the people whom i call my closest/ true frens" i guess this is true. What the heck..

Currently ppl whom i consider my close frens = Serene <3,veron,>To cas & Ls : we dont talk as often now. But u 2 guys know much much more about me then others =)

Serene, Veron: u 2 are the ppl closest to me now =) <3

Currently listening to "i dont wanna miss a thing" by Aerosmith. How do u think i am feeling now? haha. The music that people listen to can tell many things. One of them is how they are feeling at that time. Figure out the rest urself.

This one of the many things i feel music can do. Sure there are much much more. But i just dont wish to say them now. Maybe u can talk to me about music sometime. hee

" I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness

And all the real people are really not real at all

The more I learn the more I cry

As I say goodbye to the way of life

I thought I had designed for me"

2007-02-01T22:35:00.000+08:00

I really feel that the lyrics of this song suits me..

We're the best of friends
And we share our secretsS
he knows everything that is on my mind
Ohhh...Lately something's changed
As I lie awak, in my bed
A voice here inside my head
Softly says
[Chorus]Why don't you kiss her
Why don't you tell her
Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide
She'll never knowIf you never show
The way you feel inside

Oh, I'm so afraid
To make the first move
Just a touch and we couldcross the line
And everytime shes near
I wanna never let her go
Confess to her what my heart
knows, hold her close

What would she say
I wonder would she just turn away
or would she promise me
that she's here to stay
It hurts me to wait
I keep asking myself

Why Don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)
Why Don't You tell her (tell her you need her)
Why don't you let her see
The Feelings that you hide
Cause she'll never knowIf you never show
The way you feel inside...

Being damnn emo again.. LOL. I LOVE EMO SONGS! Songs that speak of hurt, sadness, deception, breakup, happiness, anger, LOVE!!!

Who can see the joy and laughter i'm showing to hide my pain and sorrows..

2007-01-31T09:45:00.000+08:00

This was suppose to be up last nite. But blogger was down and so..

Had a bad day today..

Firstly, woke up at 715. There was still 15 mins extra. So i thought i'd close my eyes for another 15 mins as i was very tired. The next thing i knew, it was 945! WTH?? So i skipped macro lecture. Mann, i skipped it for like 1 month already leh.. i overslept on all occasions. =.=

So went to sch at 12 for POM lecture. Was damnnn boring. I could've slept throughtout the lecture mann. HAHA!

Went for jap tutorial. WAS A TOTAL WASTE OF TIME!!! Slacked for whole 2 hours in the room! Suppose to rehearse for our role play next week. But what's dere to do except juz to memorise our scripts! So my group members and I juz slacked and talked about stuff. HAHA!

Went to BSC room to slack after. AT 415, was going for SL interview where me and Lena met Pamela coming towards us. I was very "gong". I dunno what happened next. AS I came out from the BSC room, I turned left and paused for i dunno what reason. The next minute, i turned around and my head slammed against the wall. =.=

Damn xia suay lah!!! Now i've got a balakoo *sobs*

Hectic week this is gonna be.
I've gotta prepare for my solo presentation tmr for marketing. =(
Chiong my Macro articles and industry analysis ( havent started on both), deadline this fri.
FnB projct recipies!!! THIS IS A SHITLOAD OF STUFF TO DO!!!
Law articles! DAMN

And to top everying up, I've got a splitting headache now. =(

AND THANKS TO VERON FOR BEING THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE THE MOST! SHE'S A GREAT BUDDY! ^-^

2007-01-29T22:54:00.000+08:00

Thanks To Kannan For Being Such A Great Fren! ^-^

Thanks TO My Ipod For Shuffling To All The Great Songs ^-^

Sexy Love
The Long Goodbye
珊瑚海
Behind These Hazel Eyes
楓

Thanks TO My Doggies, They're Really Men's Best Frens ^-^

So Many Things Happened This Week! HAHA! But i'm Going Thru Just Fine! Projects TO Rush! LOL! Stress ah! The Feeling so shiok! Andrenaline rush!!!

2007-01-26T20:22:00.000+08:00

It's amazing how so much can happen in such a short manner of time.

1 day i can be up and jumping about, the next i can be feelin' so down and out.
I really wish i could be the one. But i guess its still to early to tell. But wad i am certain, Is that I ABSOLUTELY know what i want.

I really dont blame anyone for what happened. But it just hurts so much.

I wasnt able to sleep last night. I kept thinking about so many things. Why, How, What, Blearh..
Zzz. As a result, i had a headache for the whole of today. Fatigue at its highest level. A feelin' that i've never experienced before in my whole entire life.

You may not know this, But just a simple sms from you could leave me grinning from ear to ear. Seeing you makes me forget all my problems temporarily.

I am brain-dead now. Unable to think from the lack of sleep. Guess i'll stop here.

So Lately, Been Wondering
Who Will Be There To Take My Place
When I'm Gone, You'll Need Love
To Light The Shadows On Your Face
If A Great Wave Shall Fall,
And Fall Upon Us All
Then Between The Sand And Stone
Could You Make It On Your On

If I Could, Then I Would
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
Way Up High, Or Down Low
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

And Maybe, I'll Find Out
A Way To Make It Back Some Day
To Watch You, To Guide You
Through The Darkest Of Your Days
If A Great Wave Shall Fall
And Fall Upon Us All
Then I Hope There's Someone Out There
Who Can Bring Me Back To You!

If I Could, Then I Would
I'll Go Wherever you Will Go
Way Up High, Or Down Low
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

Run Away With My Heart
Run Away With My Hope
Run Away With My Love

I Know Now,Just Quite How
My Life And Love Might Still Go On
In Your Heart, In Your Mind
I'll Stay With You For All Of Time

If I Could, Then I Would
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
Way Up High, Or Down Low
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

If I Could Turn Back Time
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
If I Could Make You Mind
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go

I'll Go Wherever You Will Go
I'll Go Wherever You Will Go..

2007-01-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

END OF BIZ SHIELD!!! HAHAHAHA!

Had marketing oral test thingy today. Some of then questions were super duper hard! Luckily 4 out of 5 of the questions i picked was easy! HAHA! Everyone was saying i was so lucky today.. =.= LOL!!!

Biz shield ended today with the deciding matches for the street soccer and basketball. I was stationed at the street soccer side and it was damn fun! HAHA! Running around picking balls and playing with them! LOL!!!

Had dinner with the BSC ppl after that. I hurt my ankle leh!!! Grr.. stupid rat! LOL!! Made me jump and land wrongly.. Zzz.. HAHAH!!

2007-01-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO EVERYONE!!!

I went shopping just now! HAHA! I spent a friggin 300 bucks leh!!! WALAO! I CANT BELIEVE IT! HAHAHA!!!

Bought so many stuffs. After that, went to family to east coast for lunch! I had some irish stew.. SO SUCKY!!! EEUWWW!!!

Went for guitar lessons after. I'M SO DAMN HAPPY TODAY!!! I guess this must be what people call the calmness after the storm. LOL?? Now i'm talking so SOMEONE!!!

So BYE BYE!!

2007-01-21T00:09:00.000+08:00

Felt so friggin' wierd after that 'strange' incident.

Went to toilet at nite in sch. As i was doing my business, i heard this strange laughter
lik coming from the cubicle. But dere was no one dere. Everything in that toilet
suddenly felt so cold and eerie. I could feel the hairs on my back stand. DAMN
FREAKY!

Was sitting with mark,serene,lou-lin and jolene. At that time, i felt damn
strange. But i did tried my best to act normal. I think it didnt work.

Walked towards the stage area. This part was ok. Serene was doing her usuals,
haha, like 'u know..' ( i dunno if u do that to juz anybody. But to me, it meant?
something? HAHA. But i wont get the wrong idea. i know. hahaa.)

Went to join the crowd. Dunno y, but i felt damn lonely. No, it was because i was darn
lonely, a time of solitude. Everyone was with everybody else. i was alone. Felt so
friggin' Zzz. As they were dancing, i went to sit at the cca notice boards dere. I wanted
to be alone ( sometimes u get that kind of feelin' lah). Then this wierd guy came and
sat beside me. He started talking to me. He was trying to promote this place where
ppl come together to jam. I was like so Zzz lah. But i didnt tell him to shove off or
anything. When i couldnt take it anymore, I went back to find the others.

I really felt damn bad lah.. Yet everyone wanted to dance. So i danced along too lo.
But this time was kinda awkard. I felt really stiff and stuff. I really wanted to stop. But
they kept me going by force. If i went somewhere else, they all would come. Zzz.

The session was over and we all were walking back to BSC room. Everyone was in
pairs, threesomes. However, i was alone again. Zzz. The rest went for dinner. But i
headed back home. No dinner. Darn hungry. But no appetite.

Sometimes, I just feel like going to another dimension. All by myself. A life alone.
Zzzz. What the heck. I really dont blame anyone. But sometimes, i wish that people
will take notice of me?. I dunno how to phrase it..

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I'm kinda getting irritated of this person. I feel that he/she really ACTIONS alot.
You dont really to show off alot u know! Freak you! Cant you at least look at your
surroundings before all those STUPID stunts. If SOMEONE really got hurt, I
swear i'm gonna beat you up. Luckily it wasn't serious. I was damn friggin' angry with
you. I wanted to call you an idiot, bastard, wadeva. It may have been an accident. But
i'll still blame you cuz it was ur STUPIDITY of not takin' notice of your
surroundings before doing those STUPID acts. But cuz of the people dere, i
controlled myself. FREAK YOU!

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Night walks makes my troubled mind feel much better.. But sometimes, I wished I
had someone to pour my heart out to.. ='(
This is really a bad year for me so far.. I look forward, but keep havin' these setbacks
thrown right back at me..

2007-01-18T02:41:00.000+08:00

And Now i'm bright and happy again!!!!

LOL!!!

Always have such a fun time talking to Serene!! She's so nice!!! HAHAHAHA! ^^,

Alright, time to sleep le! (if i can, WAHAHAA)

M doing peer tutoring tmr.. Muz wake up early and go print the materials for all my members and that fat pig lah!!! AHAHAHAHAHA

2007-01-18T00:54:00.000+08:00

Please dont read this if u dont wan ur happy mood to be affect. caution, you have been warned..

Its 1am now.. I'm darn tired and sleepy.. But I just cant seem to fall asleep.. Been lying on my bed for the past hour with thoughts just running thru my mind.. I have no idea why these thoughts juz keep coming and coming. Its not the same scene, but hmm... i dunno how to describe it.

I dunno how to describe how i'm feeling now.. All i know is that its a feeling that i've never really experienced before.. Its so hard to describe. But i can feel that it comes from deep deep within me.. It's been in me for quite sometime.. But it seems to be getting stronger.. I guess that they're some things that i can't explain in life and this is just one of them..

Sometimes, i dunno why i do the things i do. Sometimes, my body justs takes over my mind, and does things naturally.. Maybe its lik what i'm feelin being expressed out?I have no clue.

The song "To Zanarkand" is being replayed over and over on my iTunes now. I just cant seem to change the song. I have no idea how come i just wanna hear this song and nothing else. Nothing else really matters right now. Sometimes, no. Most of the times, i don't seem let my inner feelings? Inner self? come out when i go out with me frenz. Why? Sometimes, i juz cant show somethings to some people. May be i dont wanna affect their mood? Another unexplainable thingy again..

Sighs, Sighs and more sighs.. Sometimes i can get really high, and the next day, just the tiniest thing can occur and i'll be left thinking about stuffs. It may have happened? Happening? Or just thinking about the future.. I really have no idea. Blank mind.. Down.. wadeva..

I really wanna play this song on the guitar. Although its a piano piece, sometimes, i find it nicer on other instruments for a change.. I dont have the tabs or chords for this lovely song. So i'll just have to figure out the notes myself.. It's gonna take a bloody long time. But be it 1 month, 2 months, or even a year. I swear m gonna learn this song. That's a promise..

2007-01-16T21:34:00.000+08:00

I'M HIGH!

I'M HAPPY!

I'M "WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

*JUMPS AROUND THE ROOM*

I LOVE BSC. I'm so glad i joined BSC, if not, i wouldnt have met so many wonderful and NICE frenz!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Guess what???!!!! This is also my 100th entry! WHOOOOOOOOO

So nice to begin and and my 100th entry on such a high note! WAHAHAHAHAHAH

Hopefully, more days like this would come! I cant wait!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO

Ok.. i'm getting really high right now.. I JUZ WANNA JUMP!!!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Alright, time to chiong project (if i can really get 50% of my mood into it, it'd be a miracle). So until next time.. This is pikabear, signing off! WHOOOOOOOOOOOO

2007-01-15T08:10:00.000+08:00

Your Element is Fire

Your power color: red

Your energy: hot

Your season: spring

Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.

What Element Are You?

LOL.. This thing ah.. can ok lah. not bad. HOWEVER, i do not have a huge ego and do NOT love to be the centre of attention. HAHA!!!

2007-01-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

Haha, So i've been feelin' down and out all day today..

But Now i seem to have gone back to my usual self! HAHA!

Still down with fever, flu and throat infection though.. ='(

But Hopefully i'll recover by tmr cuz got marketing presentation!!!! Blearh!

Oh Yeah.. I dunno y, but once i heard this song, my whole world just bightened up! HAHA!

I Dunno why, may be how m feelin' inside? May be some other stuff? But i love this song juz NOW! HAHAH!

Colourblind

Feelin' blue, while I'm trying to forget the feeling that I miss you

Feelin' green, when the jealousy swells and it won't go away in dreams

Feelin' yellow, I'm confused inside

A little hazy but mellow when I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!

When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Oh oh

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Feelin' red, when you spend all your time with your friends and not me instead

Feelin' black, when I think about all the things that I feel I lack

Feelin' jaded, when it's not gone right

All the colours have faded, then I feel your eyes on me

Feelin' fine! Sublime!

When that smile of yours creeps into my mind

Mm mm

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

Blinded by the light you shine, the colours fade completely

Blinded by you every time, I feel your smile defeat me

I'm colour blind

I just can't deny this feeling

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

Nobody told me you'd feel so good

Nobody said you'd be so beautiful

Nobody warned me about your smile

You're the light, you're the light

When I close my eyes

I'm colour blind

You make me colour blind

I'm colour blind

2007-01-14T14:31:00.000+08:00

1 box of tissue ( 150 sheets) all used up in 3 hours..

Just Great.. Lovely weather to top it up.

Home Alone with 3 dogs, 1 parrot, a few birds, uncountable fishes and bugs..

ILove it! I Feel great!

2007-01-14T10:23:00.000+08:00

Crap, I dunno wad's wrong with me now..

So darn... emo? sad? crappy? heart-pain? I Dunno!
This Sucks..

I Dont't Know How I'm Feeling.. A Sate Of Indescribable Feelings. Dunno Why, But I dont Wish To Talk To Anyone? I Guess That's Y M Appearing Offline everytime i'm online now..

Crappy Day, Crappy Feelings, Crappy Time, Crappy Programmes, Crappy Weather, Crappy Shyt.

To Add On.. I've Got A Fever, Flu And Throat infection..

Zzzz..

And I Wanna Believe You
When You Tell Me It's Gonna Be Ok,
Ya I Try To Believe You,
But I Don't..

When You Say That It's Gonna Be,
It Always Turns Out To Be A Different Way,
I Try To Believe You,
Not Today, Today, Today, Today, Today..

I, Don't Know How To Feel,
Tommorrow, Tommorrow..
I, Don't Know What To Say,
Tommorrow, Tommorrow,
Is A Different Day

It's Always Been Up To You,
It's Turning Around,
It's Up To Me
I'm Gonna Do What I Have To Do,
Just Do
Gimme a lil time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how to feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day

And I know I'm not ready,
Maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow it may change ..
Tomorrow it may change..
Tomorrow it may change..
Tomorrow it may change ..

2007-01-13T17:30:00.000+08:00

The Key To My Rusted Heart
Is Always Nearby, Laughing!

I Want To Find A Happiness
That Has No Shape.
Even If By Opening It,
A Rain Of Darkness Starts Falling.
This Huge Dream That Can't Be Voiced,
I'll Grant To You
Even If It Deepens My Wounds.

Believe In Us,
Because Then We Can Keep Talking With Looking Away.
If One Day You Realise
That There's No Light In Your Life,
I'll Change that ,
And Illuminate All Your Memories Directly!

I Bet God Is Testing Our Hearts
If Something Briefly Catches Your Ear In This World,
I Bet You're Trying To Find My Song.
I'll Always Be Waiting Near Your Dreams,
To Catch Hold Of Your Song.

The Key To My Rusted Heart,
Is Always Nearby, Laughing!

- =D

2007-01-11T22:07:00.000+08:00

OH NOOOOOO!!!!

M like so gonna be screwed... Reflective journal and Marketing project to be handed in tmr. I just recieved word that 1 member of my grp didnt do their part fully and now i think we gotta their part! I also havent started on my Journal yet!!! Damn this sucks..

To make matters worst.. I cant seem to concentrate =(

My mind keeps wandering off and i seem to be in a daze every few minutes.. This is bad!!!

I think about the things I`ve gotta do
Damn, my mind is gonna blow
I`m thinking out, about whats ahead
Maybe I`ll just stay in bed
Cause it`s no fun to be the one going out of my head
So I tell it to myself again

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day

2007-01-11T20:45:00.000+08:00

Blogger was down for the past few days. So i couldnt post anything up.

Been staying back in sch everyday this week. I cant rmb when was the last time i ever left the sch b4 sunset. Zzz.. But i was more then happy to stay back late!!! U know why?? Bcuz SOMEONE was dere!!! HAHAHA!!

I brought my guitar to sch today cuz had a 4 hr break inbetween class. Clement brought his too! Went to sports complex to have a guitar playing session cuz Clement didnt know how to Jam. haha. A few others followed us too (mike, shaz, charlene,kenneth, kelly). Had a real run time rocking around. HAHA! however, clement didnt play very much.. I wasnt sure why at first.. Wad for bring ur guitar if you're not going to play.. But it was juz b4 i came back that Lena told me that Clement said that the way i played was so 'pro' that he didnt dare to touch his guitar, let alone play it. So sorry Clement.. I didnt know that u felt like that. I really thought u were more interested in playing Table-tennis.

So i played around by myself lo.. Kelly wanted to learn some songs, so i taught her how to play bon jovi's "have a nice day" and "baby can i hold you" by Boyzone. I also taught her how to play the intro for "welcome to the black parade".

I didnt know that mike took some guitar classes in sec sch. I taught him how to play "wake me up when september ends" by greenday. He was really like a young boy, damn enthusiastic about playing that song. LOL.

Charlene said that I have a very manly voice when i played "wherever you will go" by the calling. Everyone said that the way i played that song was damn emo, but nice. LOL. But that's how i thought the song should be played. Its about love after all. Haha.

Went to hang out at the BSC room after my last lesson which ended at 3pm. Played some songs too. But i know i played much worst then how i did with my classmates.. I wasnt feeling my usual self.. Like something was missing? I felt a sense of emptiness in me and so i didnt really play the songs with any feeling...

Oh well.. It's raining again.. Cabbed home with Lena. M drenched. Luckily i brought my semi-hard casing for the guitar. If not, it might've been spoilt by the rain..

2007-01-09T01:37:00.000+08:00

More or less done with marketing project already! WAHAHA. Such a load of my mind.. now muz concentrate on comm skills reflective journal.. Zzz

Went for biz shield just now.. HAHHA. Today never support anyone! But I'll be dere to support the Bananas, the ex-banana, and 2 Vodka-s! HAHAHA. U've gotta thank me ppl! I am specially takin some time off to come support u ok! Muz do ur best hor! HEHE (^^,)

Oh ya.. I named the name of my golf resort for the marketing project "Ataraxia". HAHA!
It means " a state of freedom from emotional disturbance and anxiety, tranquilty or Serenity"
If i;m ever gonna set up a golf resort hor.. that would defnately be the name of it! haha! it was chosen with much care and concern?? lol. Nvm.. i juz love the name! HEE!

After biz shield ended which was about 10+, went to makan opposite sch.. cabb home after that.. haha!

okok. short entry. but damn tired.. However, i dun wanna sleep yet! haha! got much more fun things to do..

And i juz realised that so many ppl has come to my blog.. PLS TAG SUMTHNI!!! HAHAH

2007-01-08T00:25:00.000+08:00

I loved the way Ivan and his partner dance to this song on "so you think you can dance"!!!! SOOOOO nice!!!!

Makes me wanna dance now!!! HAHAHA

2007-01-07T16:29:00.000+08:00

Removed the other music player already la! Happy now. Haha.

I said that maybe i'll post my new year's resolution in this entry. I was reading my previous post just a while ago. Looks like i cant post it up in this entry.. HAHA! why.. Cuz i said that i wanted ppl to see that change in me. If they still find me the same, then that would mean that my resolution was never fulfilled. Maybe next time when we go out bahx Serene! HAHA! Maybe you'll notice something different about me the next time we meet. HEHE! (^^,)

Came back from guitar lesson/jamming session with kuzzin juz now. He ask me to go perform at TP's dinner and dance! HAHA! Should i or should i not?? Muz play and sing... hmmm.. erm.. NO!~ haha! We play together still ok la. In front of a large crowd ar.. lol. Need loads of moral support! LOL. I not like him, a performer who perform at so many events liao.. (yawnz)

He still ask me go join Singapore Idol leh!!! NO WAY DUDE! Jonathan Leong never win Singapore Idol last season! I dont support Singapore Idol liao! No WAy! HAHA. Too bad he now still serving NS as Civil Service. If not i sure make him join lo. Project superstar ah.. Even more Nono.. My english songs still ok.. But Chinese songs ah.. must sing until so high pitch.. GAY LA! LOL.

WAlao, he very lucky leh. Got into Civil Service.. Heard its very slack.. Hope i get into Civil Service or Police when my turn to serve NS. HAHA

Hmm.. I feel like going Botanical Gardens.. So long never been dere already.. Last time i went, there was some construction going on. Hope its done already. That time the air was so polluted at some parts! Grrr.. How dare u destroy all the nice nice plants! U SHALL FACE MY WRATH! WAHAHAH.. (ok, nvm.. Lols). Hmm.. Anyone wanna go Botanical Gardens also?? Haha. i dowana go alone =S. OR YEA!! maybe i can play it for the next babana outing! Picnic at Botanical Gardens! The i bring my guitar and play for them! Free show! WAHAHA.

ZZZZ... ok muz go liaoz.. muz do projects.. * Oh for crying out loud!!!! Let it be over! I juz wanna slack! Even all the time in the world is not enuff formeto slack!* =D

2007-01-04T16:20:00.000+08:00

Crappy iTunes..

Its been playing all these sad emo songs all nite till now... Even if i change to a more upbeat song, it'll still shuffle to another sad emo song. Zzz.. SO NOT ME\

Its Starting to rain again.. Now i'm really starting to get suspicious..

Does it rain because i'm sad?
Or am i sad because it rains..

Skipped Law tutorial today cuz wasnt feeling well.. One of those days when u're feeling down and out. so i came home and here i am.. stoning..

2007-01-04T16:08:00.000+08:00

Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

You're not alone

together we stand

i'll be by your side

you know i'll take your hand

when it gets cold

and it feels like the end

theres no place to go you know i wont give in

no i wont give in.

Keep holding on

'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

just stay strong

cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you

theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do

theres no other way when it comes to the truth

so keep holding on

cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

So far away i wish you were here

before it's too late this could all disapear

before the doors close, this comes to an end

but with you by my side i will fight and defend i'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Keep holding on
'cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
just stay strong
cause you know i'm here for you, i'm here for you
theres nothing you can say, nothing you can do
theres no other way when it comes to the truth
so keep holding on
cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through.

Hear me when i say, when i say

i believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny

what ever is ment to be

will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah

ladadadadada...

2007-01-03T20:11:00.000+08:00

*I Better watch wad i post here. Haha. *

Went for the first BSC outing 2007. We went bowling at katong! Haha. Havent gone bowling for quite some time now. My skills have dropped tremondously! HOWEVER! I am still among the best out of the group who went! =P. Haha. Getting Bhb liao.. Oops.

The shuai guys at the bowling centre

more yan daos' came

Pls dont be fooled. No one won anything.. AHAHA

KB's finally achieve wad he wanted since sec 1.. BIG HUGE GREEN BOOBS.! LOL

After that, went to boat quay..

On the bus ride..

Din and Feifei

Kannan & KB.

Tk, mark, Skye

Din, Feifei and Ling Yu

Serene & me! =)

Met cai and daniel goh at boat quay. The slacked around the bridges and areas beside the river.

We were being friendly Singaporeans and waving to tourists taking the boat ride

The h-O-t ladies from BSC. haha

Boy, i love minds cafe. Haha! We had so much fun playing with the games provided. First we play 'truth or dare jenga'. LOLs.

Red tiles = dare
black tiles = truth
wooden tiles = nothing.

Mark think's he's L..

Look at the 2 shuai ge behind that lion. haha. =D

So fun! Only Daniel goh kana all the forfeits cuz the game dun like him! WAHAHA. Ke kept making the building blocks fall! AND KB ! HE DIDNT DO HIS FORFEIT! (pretending to be a tight rope circus walker). I WANNA SEE U DO IT HOR! =D

Walked around the area to esplanade and marina square the rest of the trip. I felt so bad actually. Haha.. There were so many couples around.. and then we were this big group of teenagers who were making so much noise and disrupting the romantic scene for the couples.. Sighs.. Haha. Oh well..

I finally made my new year's resolution. God shall be my witness. I shall achieve what i set out to do.. So what's my new year's resolution u ask.. i shall not tell u! I wan you to be able to see it. I want you to see how i'll change from the *******************************.

It doesnt mean that i'm not angry just cuz i dont show it. If i dont show that i'm angry, it juz means that i dont wan dere to be tension or uneasiness or it's juz cause u're not worth being angry at by me.

That's all for now. Got loads of project deadlines to meet by end of this month. CHIONG AH!

2006-12-29T20:44:00.000+08:00

Went back to sch on thurs for some fun and games with the bananas. We were supposed to play some ball games but in the end we ended up playing in water. So fun! It was raining that day and so..

This is me! The water is so darn cold..

Pika and erm.. *wad's her name ar?* anyone? help me pls =P

The 3 retarded gays.

Pls dont ask me why my left hand is positioned likdat.. pls dont.. I have no idea..

The 6 retards playing in the rain and 1 sick lady who juz came in to have her pic taken..

Some ppl have said to me that my face always seems to turn red whenever i have a picture taken with a lady. I think that's true.. Shy la..

Went back to sch todae for project.. Zzz.. Deadlines are nearing! Time to chiong le! So stress ah.. So Fun! Muahaha

2006-12-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

It Doesn't Take A Special Time To Bring

Warm Thoughts Of You

Because You're Always Thought Of With

Affection All Year Through.

But This Just Seems The Perfect Time To Send

This Wish To You For All The Joys Of

Christmas And Every day.

MERRY X'MAS!

2006-12-21T00:04:00.000+08:00

Today. Had outing with Banana Bros and Sis'

First.. went to PS with banana bros (TK, Kannan, LL). Had to find prezzies for the ladies. So walk walk walk walk around PS. In the end, i got a bear bear from precious thots, Kannan got some babanana from action city, LL got a mug from Precious thotz too and TK erm... got a mickeyy mouse cap! haha. Then.. had to go find wrapping stuffs to wrap them. In the end, only me and Kannan wrap the prezzies ourselves. Everyone see also know lor! AHAHA! So ugly cuz we use cheapo wrapping paper. =s. Damn xia suay manz! went sat in a department store to wrap our prezzies cuz we borrowed their sicssors =X. Then all ppl dere keep staring at us. (Zzz)

After that, went to Vivo to meet the ladies! Went to watch "The Holiday". I found it Super Duper Boring la! I believe i slept thru most of the show. Zzzz. Likdat 7 bucks wasted.. But who cares! haha! It was to accompany my frens! Frens are one of the greatest treasures in life!

After that, went For dinner at "Terra". I had Baked-oven Dory. I dont think the food was good. The pasta was ok la.. i guess.. The fish was fresh, but quite cold and I felt there was something wrong with the sauce.

After that, went to the sky garden to play play and exchange gifts. Wah Liew, I think the Banana gang cant wait to see me drunk! But too bad for u guys! haha. My face my turn red easily! But it'll take much much more then 1 bottle of red wine to get me drunk! WAHAHA

A bunch of emo ppl

The prezzie i got! An Ocopus! HAHA

2006-12-20T08:29:00.000+08:00

Yay.. my entry finally went thru! That was 2 days old already luh! hahs.

Only had 2 hours of sleep last nite. Grrr.. Now i'm feeling cranky.

Does it rain whenever someone is sad? Or am i sad whenever it rains>?

I lost something bery close to me. Will i ever find it again? Sometimes i regret telling people things. Its much better to keep everything to yourself sometimes. Then maybe it wont hurt so bad..

2006-12-20T08:28:00.000+08:00

WHEeeeee. Finally can blog le. Hahaha. Firstly, i know X'mas aint over yet. But i changed the song to somthing that suits much better!WAHAHAA. For some apparent reason, I seem to be really high these few days! Woooooo. I feel like superman! M so hyper! AHAHAHA *Jumps Around*

Monday, went out with Veron! We went to Vivo! She's forever late as usual. Lucky i didnt plan to reach the meeting place on time! If not will have to wait one and a half hrs more la! BLEARH! My first time to Vivo lehx. And m going dere tmr again. Vivo really very big meh?? i find it very small lehz.. All those news paper articles all exaggerate only nia.. Sighs.I dont even think its half the size of suntec lor.

Anyways, the shops at Vivo are really humonguous laa! The outlets are really damnn damnn huge.

I bought my X'mas gift for 1Ko1 gift exchange already! wahaha. Its a box of cocktail Truffles! There's Vodka Martini, Kir Royal, White Russian and Raspberry Vodka. Wah Liew, looks damn nice cann!! And i didnt buy one box for meself.. sniffs..

Forget about that! I shall get a box for meself and hmm.. MAYBE i'll get a few more for some frens. But dunno if they'll appreciate anot. hahs. They better ok! Its an honour to recieve a gift from me. WAHAHA.

picture time!

Veron pierced her tounge! Hope noodles get trapped in it then give her headache! wahaha.

Wah Liew.. I didnt realise i blush so easily until that day. I shall not post pics of me blushing here! XIA SUAY MANN! HAHAHA. Btw, veron reminded me of her crazy kuzzin. apparently, that kuzzin of hers thinks m crazy too! LOL.

ps. "veron, pls dun remind or tell others what to do to make me blush. walao! feel so uncomfortable can! AHAHA. Especially to *AHEM* hor! hahs"

Super pika! Who wants to be the red cutie? LOL

shall stop here..

2006-12-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over! Wheeeeeeeeee but too bad cannot play play cuz gotta go work! sad ryte! sighs. haha.

Anyways. i'm going vivo with veron tmr! Still havent been dere. Wonder wad its gonna be like! haha. I gotta do all my X'mas shopping for frens/relatives etc.

On wed, Outing with banana ppl.

Sat, Outing with 1Ko1 at Fort Canning during the nite =S Hope i don see any "thingys" dere if u know wad i mean. But i guess i wouldnt mind casper though. haha

Both outings to celebrate X'mas!

ok. sorry my post so short. really to lazy to blog nowadays. Got so much more fun things to do. And much more sleep to catch up on.

And thanks for that LOVELY, KAWAII surprise KB. Ahahahah

2006-12-04T23:54:00.000+08:00

Wow, its been more then 1 week since my last entry. Guess i've been too busy,so many projects, so little time... Or maybei was just too lazy to blog. =P

I went to Pulau Tekong on wed, 22 nov. The weather dere was so so hot la. Even though the temperature at tekong is 1 degree hotter then the mainland, the difference is humongous i tell u. Even sitting in an air-con auditorium didnt help much. So went to tour here, tour dere. All ok la. Army food really isn't that bad as many people put it to be. It's really quite nice. But my fav part was playing with the guys i guess. Which boy wouldnt like guys? I still remember when i was a kid, i wanted to grow up to be power ranger or those superheros with all their cool cool gadgets and powers. Then I got all those toy guys. The feeling of havin a real gun in my hand was shiok la. haha. Too bad we didnt get to fire any rounds.

Evil doers beware. Rambo is here!

The following week, there was traffic police road show at TP.
I went to collect so many freebies. But when i got home, i couldnt find about half of what i got. DUnno where i put them.. i guess i lost them.. LOL. freebies nia. Dun really care.
I really like the vehicles that the police got. I love the motorbike the most. Broom broom!

Inspector Ai is here to save the day!

Just now went for a BSC meeting! I saw You-Know-Who again! so happy! LOL. Didnt matter that no one in my tribe talk to me. They so engross in some stupid thing. But SOMEONE was more then enuff to keep me occupied for the whole 1 hour =P. I will be participating in some upcoming events in TP. come visit me everyone.

My tribe leader is so nice. He smuggled some addidas t-shirts for banana tribe. Its a blue addidas singlet. Very nice. A pity though.. i dont wear singlets.

X'mas is coming everyone! I can't wait to get into the spirit of celebrating! I think that x'mas is the best festive season of the year! dont u?? I especially love all the pretty lights everywhere! Let's spread the joy all around the world!

I changed my blog song to suit this holiday! Its 'Last Christmas' By Hillary Duff. I prefer Busted's version of 'Last Christmas' the most. Too bad i cant find it. Until then, i'll make do with this one.

Correct me if i'm wrong, but is dere such thing as a x'mas wish? I sure hope so. 1 wish isnt enuff a year*(bdae wish). Maybe if you're lucky, u might be able to see a shooting star and get another wish. However, I wish that **************************** for x'mas this year. No one will know this wish =P.

Oh ya! VERON! I WANT A SERENITY POP FOR X'MAS THIS YEAR!! OK!!!!!!!!

2006-11-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

Haiz. So many people keep telling me to make a song dedication to her thru the BA thingy outside the library. Should I? I wanted to many times already. But always too shy to do so. Wad to say? Wad song to play? XIA SUAY LAAA! Anyway, i am proud of myself. i've bought lollipops from her the past 2 days already. I muz buy at least 1 lollipop from her everyday this week! wahaha.

My Only One

Garibaldi's; Play!

Everything

Know my name

Guardian Angel

ZoukOut

ARGHHH~!!!

Archmed; The Dead Terrorist

o.o??

HongKong, masturbate, crappy me

Hong Kong Ah~!!

What Am I??

o,o??

Thx~!

Let's see how much you know me =)

Work

Airport!!

Seh AH~!!!!

Farewell;TAS

Soccer; Ninja

6 wierd things about me.

6 wierd things about me..

If only i could turn back time..

Hmm..

Cam-whoring; Mega yacht

LRM; SHAKE YOUR BUTTS~!!

Gatsby

Long Time No See =)

OMFG!!!

H-B

Bored; part 2..

Bored.

Umbrella

I Wish..

=)

POTC; Moon

Got None

Spa Botanica

WRONG!!!

problem

-.-"

TAS

*Smiles*

Blank

Pre-orientation!!

Random-ness

Sentosa; Sch

Love

SLs OIE!!!

Keys to your heart

Concert Bands! Performances!!

Lazy Zzz..

Never Let You Down

FINAL FANTASY X/X-2

When I See You Smile, I Turn To You

Until The Day The Sun Rises From The West And Sets In The East..

Auspicious!!!

Drama

Take your sweet time, Sleeping with the lights on

Thank You <3

Serene!

Smiles